i want to die
10/10 would recommend. Better than meds quite frankly.
i want to die
No, you dont. You want to live a good life. Take it one step at a time. We all wake up on the same day.
"If you fear, life is darkness that haunts and follows you. If you do not fear, life is a light that welcomes you into infinity."
It's your life. Whether the ring is on your finger or not. Enjoy yourself so you can teach a man how to tease you properly, subtlety.
um. i have suffered with mental illness since i was ten and i am too far gone for any type of treatment to help me. i am not living, i am just existing and it is tiring repeating the same thing ever day, feeling less of your old self everyday. death is the only way i will feel free of this burden
i dont understand what this meansWhat you are expressing is the death of your ego. The death of your past. The death of your ten year old self. Allow this to happen. Comfort your inner child.
This is the new you. Everyday.
i dont understand what this means
um. i have suffered with mental illness since i was ten and i am too far gone for any type of treatment to help me. i am not living, i am just existing and it is tiring repeating the same thing ever day, feeling less of your old self everyday. death is the only way i will feel free of this burden
nothing happened to me at ten, i just got a lot sadder.Your ego is who you think you are, who you think your supposed to be. Your expectations of the world, and the worlds expectations of you.
Not saying you cannot achieve these things. But you have to know who you really are to achieve them.
I'm guessing something happened to you at 10 or a bit earlier that you suppressed or haven't processed?
Maybe the divorce of your parents or something to do with your father?
Maybe your mother felt let down? Something to do with failure or unfulfillment?
um. because i use to be a happy child and that is what i want againTime for you to do something different then. Why are you trying to be your "old self" when you just said you've suffered from mental illness since 10? that's means you've sucked for a long ass time why are you trying to be that person? Try new things. Try to be a new/different you. The old you isn't working for you clearly if you want to die.