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Black and Latino therapist aint all they cracked up to be. Very controlling and don't know how to shut the fukk up. Things about to change next few sessions or i'm switching, maybe even hurt them.

I fukkin hate bullshyt and for my time to be wasted.
 

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Black and Latino therapist aint all they cracked up to be. Very controlling and don't know how to shut the fukk up. Things about to change next few sessions or i'm switching, maybe even hurt them.

I fukkin hate bullshyt and for my time to be wasted.
i had a pawg therapist like this:banderas:
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It i what it is, I'm gonna ask questions and correct a few things. I can't switch right now I need proof I'm clean, and some paperwork so I can get into training.

I have people to run feelings and things by. Not in a bad place, but do what to address some deep stuff. Been an insomniac for too long. I'm tired.
 

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Do the right thing for the right reason and still die young? There is no God, and society is fukked up.
 

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i have mental diseases and i cured it by myself. i just pick my butt
 

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If I do decide to go back to using drugs tonight, I hope it kills me. i am not trying to get clean again. I'm tired.
 

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Depends what is causing it.

A lot can't and when folks start feeling "Normal" on meds they'll stop taking them :francis: I see a lot of those types coming into my job

The bipolar and schizophrenics are :snoop:when they've been off their meds :huhldup:




A woman in her manic state be turnt as fukk :damn:
 

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I know a pastor who physically hurt two people since ive known him and he got a way with it. He has wealth and connections. He told me hes a narcissistic sociopath.

I want to know why i get in trouble when hes more dangerous than i am. I feel like unless im a robot im symptomatic.

I feel this diagnosis is a joke and im fed up. Why was i escorted out by security for raising my voice. Why am i not allowed to feel?
 
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I've been trying to figure out a way to put my mental condition into words for the longest....I think I figured it out last night....

So here goes.....

My mind is like a computer. It's the newest model available....However, asides from the new software (more positive thoughts, feelings, etc.) there is still a bunch of old software on there (negativity, despair, depression, anxiety, etc.).
The old software is causing the cpu to not run anywhere near as well as it can. It corrupts files (thoughts/feelings) and causes the new software to crash and not run correctly, which in turn causes hardware not to run correctly at times (basically disabling me from finding my true potential).

So basically I'm trying to figure out how to get the old shyt off for good....bc it's destroying my cpu slowly but surely.....
 

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I've come to the conclusion that thanksgiving week was hell. Trying to relax this evening and enjoy my alone time, but already thinking about a welcoming and safe place to go for Christmas, because I've really don't want to be around extended family for a while. I've seen them quite a few times already past two years, and it's too much. But I don't want to be alone.

I'm also a lil upset my Buddhist community are still on edge about my past behavior and that I'm not really wanted there. I was told i'm not allowed in any get together without my mentors. that stuff was 3 years ago, and I've done some work on my self and learned a little bit. I am certain I am not the devil so why I am being treated like this? I feel I could really use help with my fears and anger, so I've been going to various churches, but I don't accept Jesus as my savior, it's not where I want to be.

Part of me feels like religion just isn't my thing, so just move on. I mean there's many ways to fill that emptiness and address issues. Gotta get honest with that. But it's more do I have the perseverance and discipline to follow that way of life. I can identify so much with Buddhist teachings., but can I actually live that way? ... that's dedication.
 

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NYC Well – Talk. Text. Chat. 24/7

good if u need to talk or get basic tips when you're not suicidal or homicidal. Decent site. upgraded and promoted during the time when police were hurting mentally ill instead of helping and there was a surge in stabbings and pushings in nyc.

I used it during holiday week.
 
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