Essential The Mental Health Thread

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Look, baby, fukk that shyt!!
This ain't about nobody else right now, this
is about you.

Just please suck this shyt up and keep pressing.
By offing yourself, you won't be solving anything.
So what you are not where you are supposed to be at 30.
That's over half of the United States and sometimes much older
than that. You just cannot depend on money, friends, jobs and
romantic partners to give you the kind of internal happiness
we ALL crave and possess.

That one must come from within.
Start small like walking, painting, looking
at old buildings or pictures. Just do something
to turn that faulty movie reel off. That constant
replay and looping of your past rejections and failures
is what will keep you weak and unable to do anything.

Don't give up, please!!!

Good advise...
 

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See you guys are fukking retarded, what the fukk are Crystals, they're suppose to make you feel better because the box says so or someone told you. I'm gonna make a company called "Stress Free Water" and put it on water bottles with tap water in it. Watch dumb fukkers believe stress goes away like fukking Space Jam water Buggs gave everyone in the locker room. And I hate the Gym, a bunch of motherfukkers who think they're gods walking around slamming shyt and making noise. The bytches there don't even do shyt but walk around in yoga pants trying to get anyone's attention and take pics of themselves in the mirror so they can post it on Instagram for likes and followers. fukk that shyt brehs
 

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See you guys are fukking retarded, what the fukk are Crystals, they're suppose to make you feel better because the box says so or someone told you. I'm gonna make a company called "Stress Free Water" and put it on water bottles with tap water in it. Watch dumb fukkers believe stress goes away like fukking Space Jam water Buggs gave everyone in the locker room. And I hate the Gym, a bunch of motherfukkers who think they're gods walking around slamming shyt and making noise. The bytches there don't even do shyt but walk around in yoga pants trying to get anyone's attention and take pics of themselves in the mirror so they can post it on Instagram for likes and followers. fukk that shyt brehs



your mind is playing tricks on you :ufdup:
 

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I've really been feeling like killing myself today.
I lost my meds almost two weeks ago and they were the only thing keeping me intact.

All these fukking a$$holes on here will finally get their wish...Although I wish I could kill their bytch asses.

I'm 30 years old and just a fukking failure.
Never had a relationship that lasted more than three months.
Never had a job that lasted more than four.
Never made more than $5,000 on my own in a year.
Thought this last job would be awesome but low and behold I quit and it didn't even last a week.
Deep down inside I know all of these coli a$$holes use me as leverage to feel better about their lives and would laugh if they knew how I was really living.
I've tried committing suicide before and failed cause I knew my family would never get over it.

But honestly, being black, african, West Indian, male in this hellish country I'll feel like I'll never be happy.

I can't relate to many people here...I'm just alone all the time and frankly it's becoming a burden on itself.

I give up on life, people, and this nightmarish society.
Frankly if anybody can suggest the most painless method of killing myself I'll rep you.

You sound a lot like me except I have social anxiety, a bad relationship with most of my family, hate my appearance, dont have a degree etc

As for you, I'd suggest moving to Lagos or somewhere else in the motherland. I plan on doing just that after I get a degree here because I know this country is not for me and the work culture here isnt for me. I'm also tired of being insecure about my race and I dont fit in socially with most people here

A fresh start in a fresh part of the world where nobody knows you sounds like just what you need to get out of this funk

If you plan on doing it, DO IT NOW, dont hold it off otherwise you'll always be holding it off. The coli poster Tommy Knocks was like you until he packed up and moved to China and now he loves his life. A simple change of scenery can make all the difference in the world.
 

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I had a convo with some friends last night. Seems like a lot of people are feeling depressed in some typ of way lately but, understandingly, most don't wanna let it be known. Also it seems a lot stems from what people expect and think that the system/society expects from people as far as social status like job, career and family.

A lot of my friends from university were expecting to get a great job after graduation but when things don't turn out to what we've been thought to believe is a promise of a stable career and social status it's easy to fall into the false notion that it is your own fault as human being that you haven't reached your full potential. I also read somewhere that knowing you have a good steady income was proved to be better than medicine to fight depression.

I think it's important to understand this and know that ones position in life right now is only temporary and never give up and strive for positivity in life at all times.
 

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I had a convo with some friends last night. Seems like a lot of people are feeling depressed in some typ of way lately but, understandingly, most don't wanna let it be known. Also it seems a lot stems from what people expect and think that the system/society expects from people as far as social status like job, career and family.

A lot of my friends from university were expecting to get a great job after graduation but when things don't turn out to what we've been thought to believe is a promise of a stable career and social status it's easy to fall into the false notion that it is your own fault as human being that you haven't reached your full potential. I also read somewhere that knowing you have a good steady income was proved to be better than medicine to fight depression.

I think it's important to understand this and know that ones position in life right now is only temporary and never give up and strive for positivity in life at all times.

Beautiful....
Yet so hard for most of us
 

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Please don't buy into that bullshyt people who really live that life don't have time to talk about it on hip hop forums.

Everybody dies one day and none of that materialist shyt means anything then.

I feel the same about social media in general. People wanna show an image of always having the best time of their lives regardless of their actual circumstances. For insttance I know a lot of couples who post a bunch of lovely messages one day and break up the next. People showing pics of them stunting when their broke etc.

I barely use Facebook, mostly use the messenger function with close friends and have an account for people to easier get invited to stuff. Other than that, almost never post anything and almost never look at the my news feed.
 

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Beautiful....
Yet so hard for most of us

No doubt, it's not easy. Of course one will feel sadness in life and it's okay to feel that way just as long as it doesn't take over most of your life. I have my days when I go into my anti-social phase from when I was young. Waht helps me is listening to dope music and being in the gym where I can workout at my own pace and focus on me. I strive to have positive outlook on life as much as possible. I try to friendly (without being taken advantage of) to everyone I meet and smile and enjoy life for what it is.
 

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Dealing with Depression Gets so hard sometime,add low self esteem issues plus anxiety :mindblown:..
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It seem like this shyt will never end

It never ends. We just grow stronger and learn to deal with it better.


Having something worth living makes it easier. Find somethinf you love or love doing and hold onto it. Give your life purpose. This is what helps me
 

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Also, I don't suggest moving just to escape inner torment. Unless you're going to try changing your life and strive to be better and feel better internally. Yeah, I feel a lot better since I moced to Florida, but I'm also more productive, social, active.. Doing a lot more positive things

no matter where you go, you're still stuck with yourself.
 

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random but still on topic


Why do guys think Robin Williams offed himself?


Every actor would want his career


Every comedian would love to have his career


Every human being on earth would love to have his finances and fame


So why did he kill himself brehs?


:mjcry:

Plenty of people with what seems like a great life kill themselves. Plenty of celebrities struggle with mental illness. Sinead Oconnor struggles with bipolar. Which is why I try really hard to not allow social statu, money Etc etc depress me. I could have all that but still think my life is unworthy of living because I hate myself and think I'm unworthy of living. No amount of money, fame or whatever social status is going to wash away the inner torment of self.

It's simple, he didn't wanna live anymore.
 
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