Look, baby, fukk that shyt!!
This ain't about nobody else right now, this
is about you.
Just please suck this shyt up and keep pressing.
By offing yourself, you won't be solving anything.
So what you are not where you are supposed to be at 30.
That's over half of the United States and sometimes much older
than that. You just cannot depend on money, friends, jobs and
romantic partners to give you the kind of internal happiness
we ALL crave and possess.
That one must come from within.
Start small like walking, painting, looking
at old buildings or pictures. Just do something
to turn that faulty movie reel off. That constant
replay and looping of your past rejections and failures
is what will keep you weak and unable to do anything.
Don't give up, please!!!
Good advise...