Essential The Mental Health Thread

[africngiant]

feel like i wasted a lifetime trying to be a goodie goodie cause the programming of my parents. they always stifle me with everything. i don’t even have a separate bank account. and no hating but i see dudes who aren’t half as maintained eating well in life. im like what’s wrong with me?

i look at myself as a bytch on bad days like today. im too mentally unactualized and been left stranded by peers out of ego. i barely have mentorship or real peers my age group who want to key me in and help me win. they just want a leg up for themselves. so im mentally and socially lost.

im like the attack on titan looking over the corner of the tower all timid

i think my former friend was trying to mock me in the groupchat when he posted this indirectly some time ago lol. side to side he can’t offend me though, just comes off as a passive aggressive hater like 99% of folks ive dealt with

/rant

 

[semicko82]

feel like i wasted a lifetime trying to be a goodie goodie cause the programming of my parents. they always stifle me with everything. i don’t even have a separate bank account. and no hating but i see dudes who aren’t half as maintained eating well in life. im like what’s wrong with me?

i look at myself as a bytch on bad days like today. im too mentally unactualized and been left stranded by peers out of ego. i barely have mentorship or real peers my age group who want to key me in and help me win. they just want a leg up for themselves. so im mentally and socially lost.

im like the attack on titan looking over the corner of the tower all timid

i think my former friend was trying to mock me in the groupchat when he posted this indirectly some time ago lol. side to side he can’t offend me though, just comes off as a passive aggressive hater like 99% of folks ive dealt with

/rant

Ehhh
You got good parents if they didn't want you to grow up and become a shyt bag.
It's only so much parents can do once you start getting older, so it's pointless blaming them

 

[africngiant]

Ehhh
You got good parents if they didn't want you to grow up and become a shyt bag.
It's only so much parents can do once you start getting older, so it's pointless blaming them

there is a hole inside. people look at me waiting like why isn’t he this, that, and the third. this is why i hate school.

im grateful for my parents when im looking at the bigger picture but i can’t introspect for too long cause it takes my mind to a dark place thinking about all the little situations where their guidance could have helped. i feel like im finding shyt out all by myself, while my trauma continues to get in the way of my individual successes and immersions. i still feel like a kid on the inside. i wish i had the tools when i was younger to get through the societal phases of being a boy and becoming a man. i’ve wasted like 15 years waiting to be a cog in a corporate machine instead of having actual character and personality.

my 2k stats are like

A physical,
D mental,
F social

which makes me feel like a 72 ovr player with mad deficiencies. my mind is capped beyond hope at this point. money will probably bring me more confidence but i doubt it can fix the feeling of missing out unless i become a millionaire out of nowhere.

 

[Dave24]

No matter how bad I'm feeling or whatever I'm going through I always tell myself someone is going through it even worse
My bro is locked up and had to give him a pep talk because he was feeling down.

Most important thing Unless you have a terminal disease or life in prison anything in life can change for the better

You might feel like you're in a tough situation in your life right now, but your fortunes could change in a matter of days

@semicko82 if you ever start to feel bad just think of me and my life and where I'm at in life and that should make you feel better. You are doing way better.

 

[semicko82]

@semicko82 if you ever start to feel bad just think of me and my life and where I'm at in life and that should make you feel better. You are doing way better.

Ha. I don't about doing better than anyone

 

[360dagod]

feel like i wasted a lifetime trying to be a goodie goodie cause the programming of my parents. they always stifle me with everything. i don’t even have a separate bank account. and no hating but i see dudes who aren’t half as maintained eating well in life. im like what’s wrong with me?

i look at myself as a bytch on bad days like today. im too mentally unactualized and been left stranded by peers out of ego. i barely have mentorship or real peers my age group who want to key me in and help me win. they just want a leg up for themselves. so im mentally and socially lost.

im like the attack on titan looking over the corner of the tower all timid

i think my former friend was trying to mock me in the groupchat when he posted this indirectly some time ago lol. side to side he can’t offend me though, just comes off as a passive aggressive hater like 99% of folks ive dealt with

/rant

How old are you

 

[africngiant]

How old are you

22 right now, turn 23 soon

 

[360dagod]

22 right now, turn 23 soon

You probably gonna have to find your way on your own and meet people as you go..

Start going to events by yourself and see how that works...

Most people want to lil nikka you to make themselves feel superior...

I know how you feel bruh..

 

[africngiant]

You probably gonna have to find your way on your own and meet people as you go..

Start going to events by yourself and see how that works...

Most people want to lil nikka you to make themselves feel superior...

I know how you feel bruh..

thanks breh i glowed up major but fold at any attention i get so now i just gotta come up slowly off a new network or something we’ll see if i don’t end up miserable at my own peril

 

[Coolin']

Nvm

 

[semicko82]

It seems like I gravitate towards shytty people and shytty situations

 

[Stir Fry]

thanks breh i glowed up major but fold at any attention i get so now i just gotta come up slowly off a new network or something we’ll see if i don’t end up miserable at my own peril

Late bloomers make the best flowers, breh. You're still young, so my only advice is to not waste your youth on trivial worries. Trust your instincts, spread your wings, and experience the world on your own. Older you will appreciate it if you follow these words.

 

[Da_Eggman]

It’s a jungle gotta keep from going under….crazy how many times I say this to myself daily

 

[africngiant]

Late bloomers make the best flowers, breh. You're still young, so my only advice is to not waste your youth on trivial worries. Trust your instincts, spread your wings, and experience the world on your own. Older you will appreciate it if you follow these words.

thanks for the advice breh, this is the best website to relate to people man

you caught me at the right time cause i was pissed about something else too lol

 

[Stir Fry]

thanks for the advice breh, this is the best website to relate to people man

you caught me at the right time cause i was pissed about something else too lol

Let it go man. It won't matter in a hundred years anyways lol