Essential The Mental Health Thread

[Mandarin Duck]

Anyone have knowledge or experience being the scapegoat or black sheep of their family?

I've wrestled between being the black sheep and the future patriarch.

My pops did well for himself and people in my family expected me to do so too.

When I started fukking up their opinion of me changed.

 

[semicko82]

I've wrestled between being the black sheep and the future patriarch.

My pops did well for himself and people in my family expected me to do so too.

When I started fukking up their opinion of me changed.

What did you fukk up

 

[Mandarin Duck]

What did you fukk up

My life. I was just doing dumb shyt.

My friends I grew up with slowly transitioned into gangbanging and I became guilty by association.

Got into some shyt and my pops kicked me out.

I needed it though. He wasn't on some
"You're destroying your life" type shyt.

He was on some
"Okay coo, if that's what you tryna do now you ain't doing it here"

I cleaned up my act. Just dealing with a coke habit now and my mental state.

My pops has been my biggest supporter helping me through my issues.

 

[Dave24]

I’m probably gonna be a old trick, I’m still very bitter and angry about the way was raised, hate my dad even though I shouldn’t.

I’m getting it together at a old age but at least I’m trying, i have a hard time focusing cuz all i think about is all the people who shytted on me.

I need new medication to keep me happy and focused on what needs to get don’t. I literally hate almost everything and I’m single so when i meet someone I’m probably gonna be angry and bitter as shyt towards her.

Probably best to stay away from black people heavy until i come up cuz I’m pretty angry about a lot of stuff. A non black woman is probably the only way i can date without feeling that i lose to her and i didn’t have shyt. Don’t think i can be the mature minded old man she needs especially with her having kids, i hope everything turns out well and i get my mind back at ease without hating everything and everyone based on how is as raised.

I think the location also didn’t help, south Florida ain’t for years and years of broke nikkas, i should have moved to the country years ago and blend in with the other broke nikkas.

I’m getting it together now but I’m old and bitter as fukk so I don’t know what’s gonna happen and who i can respect without feeling hatred towards them smh.

@Scott Larock how are things going breh?

 

[semicko82]

My life. I was just doing dumb shyt.

My friends I grew up with slowly transitioned into gangbanging and I became guilty by association.

Got into some shyt and my pops kicked me out.

I needed it though. He wasn't on some
"You're destroying your life" type shyt.

He was on some
"Okay coo, if that's what you tryna do now you ain't doing it here"

I cleaned up my act. Just dealing with a coke habit now and my mental state.

My pops has been my biggest supporter helping me through my issues.

Yikes

 

[Mandarin Duck]

Yikes

I've been clean for a few weeks now and getting back into working out.

Undead Ban's Before and After Thread.

I been meaning to make a thread like this for a while and I just saw some old pictures of myself. I think at my heaviest I was 330. I'm 210 now and I want to be under 200 Mostly intermittent fasting and a home gym routine.

www.thecoli.com

I know I can focus on shyt when I'm in workout mode.

 

[semicko82]

I've been clean for a few weeks now and getting back into working out.

Undead Ban's Before and After Thread.

I been meaning to make a thread like this for a while and I just saw some old pictures of myself. I think at my heaviest I was 330. I'm 210 now and I want to be under 200 Mostly intermittent fasting and a home gym routine.

www.thecoli.com

I know I can focus on shyt when I'm in workout mode.

I feel you

 

[semicko82]

Do most of y’all have someone to talk to about your struggles? Don’t hold that shyt in

No. Most people don't care anyway lol

 

[semicko82]

trying to keep strong but still slowly losing my mind..

Why

 

[africngiant]

Why

i feel like im wasting my youth and am becoming a victim of inner (and outer) expectations

covid didn’t help

 

[semicko82]

i feel like im wasting my youth and am becoming a victim of inner (and outer) expectations

covid didn’t help

How are you wasting your youth

 

[africngiant]

How are you wasting your youth

it’s hard to socialize in a pwi as a transfer and haven’t been able to travel since pre pandemic

 

[Coolin']

I've wrestled between being the black sheep and the future patriarch.

My pops did well for himself and people in my family expected me to do so too.

When I started fukking up their opinion of me changed.

Oh nah, I'm the epitome of the black sheep. I've always been treated differently by my family.

 

[semicko82]

it’s hard to socialize in a pwi as a transfer and haven’t been able to travel since pre pandemic

In my experience where there's a will there is a way

 

[The Realist Perspective]