I finally faced one of my biggest fears in life today, which was being put to sleep.
I had a minor outpatient surgery today, and had to be put under. Man I was terrified. They had to call 3 nurses in there to calm me down cuz I was crying like a fukking baby

The anesthesiologist, a man, came in and was like "Why are you crying like that?

. Its going to take 5 seconds"
And he was right. He put the IV in, told me "you might feel a little burn", and the little(BIG) burn that I felt, was the last thing I remember. I opened my eyes in the recovery room. I really thought it was like the movies, where they have you start counting backwards from 100. That shyt had me out in like 5 seconds
I'm still scared of being put to sleep. This was minor, so I was only under for 30min. I hope I never have to go under for hours

