Ok I'm done after this but.....
I'm still feeling that euphoric high so let me rant for a sec. Yall don't get how big a deal this is for me. I'll be making more money in my 20s than some of the people in my family have made their whole life, with no degree. No degree. Though I will be going back to school soon now. Everything I've done, I've done it my way. No one has forced me to do not one thing that led me here. My path, my journey, my failings, my successes, its all mine. So many times I've been at the edge of the void looking in, so many times I have thought about leaping into it. But I didn't. The world does not break me, the world does not own me. Also, I finally accept myself for who I am. I am everything that I used to hate myself for being. I am emotional, I am contradictory, I am weird, I am dramatic, I am depressing, I am goofy, I am all of it and more. Its all me. Loving yourself is the key that opens the door to countless possibilities. You might think you know everything that you are capable of but you don't. The first step is accepting that. If I can, you can.