Man, for some reason, I'm not sure why. But I always have this feeling of regret in me. Because the woman I lost my virginity to, I kind of dissed, not purposely, it was because I was being inconsiderate. Again not purposely, it just comes with youth. But every now and then I feel the urge to reach out to her (she lives in Brazil). I wonder if she ever feels the same, or maybe because she's in her mid 30's she just sees me as this little kid (I'm 22) and brushes it off.
I don't know why I have this attachment to her, when I only knew her for a few days, but I do. Its like I miss her because I felt like we hadn't spent enough time together, and part of it is because of me and the other part is because we were both travelling.
This happened a year ago, but it still catches up to me. I'm going to email her to see if she's fine, she opened my eyes to things, I just wish I was there to learn more with her.