I'm okay with it for the most part because I've always had to be self reliant cause I know I don't have anybody to turn to turn too. But the only thing that gets to me sometimes is that I don't really have a person to talk about my problems cause people don't give a damn bout what bothers you. But thats life. So I atleast try to be for other people what people haven't been for me.It's always gonna be like that, even in a relationship you'll might find yourself doing more than your partner.
It takes so much to really be okay with the act of selflessness especially when you sacrifice something that you really need.