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[™BlackPearl The Empress™]

I was going to apologize but you on some straight bullshyt. I apologized for my behavior and owned up to my bullshyt in the DC Halloween meetup thread but I'm not going to do that here. It's funny how you can do something but when someone else does it, it's going too far and there's a problem with it. You made the same thread, and have made several threads about #SOG_Soldier.

I didn't call you a man in the first thread. I simply posed a question and asked for an explanation. You explained yourself and I kept it moving. The second thread was a spin thread off a thread you made about someone else. Did you consider his feelings and how he would feel? I don't even get personal on here like many of you do. How many times have you gotten personal in attempt to get under my skin? How many of y'all be on here talking shyt about peoples personal lives? I don't do that and never have.

But I don't take thecoli seriously, it's all jokes to me so the things said here don't mean nothing to me. We have gone back and forth many times and you never said anything. You said the exact opposite, how those threads didn't affect you, that they backfired, and that I took an L.

I never once called you ugly. And I've told you many times the predator thing was because of the big forehead and your hair, had nothing to do with your looks. I told you that if any of my posts bother you then I will leave you alone. And I did, did I not?

And no one here is offing themselves over what's said on here. The shyt I talk on here ain't nothing compared to the fukkery that some of y'all engage in. Telling people to off themselves, how they ain't shyt, putting peoples personal business they confided to you in private out for everyone to see etc. I have never done those things.

But ima let you cook though.

Edit: And who did I try and get to join me supposedly shytting on you? You making stuff up.

You apologizing
You defending yourself
It was funny
It wasn't funny
You calling me a dude but you not calling me a dude
You comparing me to one of the ugliest creature imagined but you not calling me ugly

You don't know what you doing. You can save all that. I just wanna do to you what you did to me and see how much fun you think it is. You don't wanna do that but still wanna say it's fun. You're full of shyt.

fukk out my face

 

[SheWantTheD]

Yall nikkas writing Wikipedia length articles and shyt

They getting they healing on breh.

 

[™BlackPearl The Empress™]

I do not try to tear people down on here at all. I do not talk about peoples pasts, personal lives or current situations.For the most part I don't even know what's going on in their lives. I try to be compassionate and understanding about people and what they may be going through.

Yes, I make threads highlighting women's dysfunctional behavior but I do the same thing towards men. It's just that no one cares when I bring up men's destructive behavior, so it gets no attention. It's because I hold a high standard and i want to see the world become a better place. Women don't call women out on their bullshyt so men do it. I call men out on their bullshyt too. Dudes on here talking about how they cheated on their girl and I don't show them sympathy or justify their behavior. Has thecoli made more jaded? Yes, but it isn't necessarily like the things I say are absolutely wrong and I never speak in absolutes. I never say ALL women ALL or all men.

I have never once went at Blackpearl for her past nor have I ever made her feel less than because of it. Me and her have clashed on here before when I said I don't want to wife a woman with a sexually promiscuous past, even though I wasn't even talking about her and was just saying it in general. I try not to get personal with people on here, and I own up to my bullshyt. If someone tells me that they felt hurt by what I've said on here I will try to understand where they are coming from and apologize.

That last paragraph is a straight lie. I didn't clash with you in that thread. I don't have sexually promiscuous past. I don't even care about sex. Never have.

 

[Aphrodite]

I swear, your first paragraph , I posted almost that exact same thing maybe a few weeks ago when someone asked me why certain dudes feel the need to try to come for me. So you are exactly right. Some of these men been living in a box so long and have such a hard definition of what is "happy" and "successful" it really fukks up their world when you don't validate their prejudices. It's crazy these same men will shyt on ugly woman, shyt on broke women, will shyt on women with children but yet hate it with a passion when a woman is none of those things. It's like they constantly need to feel superior inorder to have some sort of happiness. You are spot on. Weak people hate success. It just reminds them that they ain't shyt but instead of getting their shyt together they'd rather spend their energy trying to bring others down.

Drake said it best "They rather run up on me then towards their goals."


In your case I also agree. I still can't believe a dude banned himself over you. I was in those thread dying. It's just amazing how much energy people put into hating random ass people. But I am glad you are good. I know it was ruff for awhile but you seem to have found you're niche and it's working for you. You keep doing you and Imma keep doing me and fukk any of these birds who don't like it.

The attacks are also rooted at misogynoir: You're a Black woman. You were a dancer. (dancers are oogled over and glamorized but at the same time shunned/seen as a low level woman: Instagram Vixens - who these nikkas thirst on, try to pay for escorting, make threads on all the time, but shame these same vixens for being "hoes", using the same bodies they want to fukk and suck on to get ahead/fame/money... and not their "brains" - however it does take brains to strategize branding yourself from your looks, I don't care what anyone else says. It takes networking, it takes discipline - gym/dieting, sometimes surgery (it's an illusion/aesthetic), it takes upkeep and knowing how to manipulate men into becoming fans/following you/funding your cam shows/going to your events/purchasing merchandise of you: calendars, music, whatever. It takes knowing what looks good on you and what works for you and your best assets and using them to bring in money or to snag a man with money to marry you. Using your feminine wiles.

Just like dancers, trans women are also seen as the lowest level human - type of woman. People in general think it's mostly cosmetic which is why I believe they put the extra on it and analyze the looks of trans women in particular. The aesthetic is thought of as a priority. So my issue like yours is based on curiosity and seeing just how on point I am: passing, also if I'm pretty and/or sexy.

THEN throw in that confidence we both have and the high standards.

That's gonna drive nikkas up the wall.

Not to mention, we had **** and probably other nikkas on here pretending to be women, so people who are ignorant already have this conceived notion that trans women are pretending either way. You have the stories of like Caitlyn Jenner and Rachel Dolezal (transracial), then situations like Mr. Cee caught up with cross dressers and people are just NOT seeing it.


So on one hand, they can think I'm a troll to get dikk pics and feel unsafe from that, which I understand.

On another, they can know I'm real but put so much extra emphasis on how I act, what I like and what I look like. More than a typical female poster (aside from yourself, I mean a real regular chick on here).

The run down of why you go through what you've gone through here (*and why you shouldn't trip)

1. You're a Black woman. (always blamed for shyt, demonized, "the enemy")
2. You were a dancer (someone who profited from your looks and hustle and had to have some sort of confidence to pull through). You were one of these women who were not accessible to these nikkas outside of the strip club without them buying your attention with MONEY. Again, dancers - like IG vixens, worshiped but ironically seen as scum.
3. You're confident and openly admit to surgery/upgrading unapologetically. (confidence...What?! She needs to be humbled! Surgery??? You already know how that's perceived by these hypocrites.)

Laugh at the shyt when you really just know deep down why you are the target. It's filled with ironies and hypocrisies that you shouldn't take serious anyway.

 

[SheWantTheD]

That last paragraph is a straight lie. I didn't clash with you in that thread. I don't have sexually promiscuous past. I don't even care about sex. Never have.

If that last paragraph is a straight lie then let's break it down. When did I ever make you feel bad or less than for stripping? I barely remember ever talking about it with you. And I never said you were sexually promiscuous. I don't know if you are or aren't. But I do know that you and I went back and forth in threads where men were saying they don't want to marry women with sexually promiscuous pasts.

You were telling me things like how I'll never know if a woman has slept with many guys in her past, and how a woman can just hide it and a man will never know. And that one of your friends has a similar past and you are the only one that knows, and that the man she's with doesn't have a clue.

And if I feel that anything that I've said on here outside of general statements has hurt anyone, I try to understand where they are coming from and have apologized for it. I owned up to my bullshyt and apologized in that DC meetup Halloween thread and I was still attacked afterwards. I did not retaliate and kept it moving.

So I don't understand how that last paragraph was a straight lie, but you are free to have your own opinion.

 

[Tenchi Ryu]

Importing this shyt from Singapore is more difficult than it needs to be

 

[SheWantTheD]

You apologizing
You defending yourself
It was funny
It wasn't funny
You calling me a dude but you not calling me a dude
You comparing me to one of the ugliest creature imagined but you not calling me ugly

You don't know what you doing. You can save all that. I just wanna do to you what you did to me and see how much fun you think it is. You don't wanna do that but still wanna say it's fun. You're full of shyt.

fukk out my face

I can't know if you are hurting if you don't tell me. I can't read your mind and it's not like I can read your emotions from online. You were calling me gay a week ago, so I can't tell if you are joking or are serious. Maybe you use humor as a way to mask pain and hurt, I don't know.

But besides all of that, I want to apologize. I want to sincerely apologize for those two threads that I made about you and anything else I may have done that has negatively affected you. If you want me to leave you alone I will do just that.

 

[™BlackPearl The Empress™]

The attacks are also rooted at misogynoir: You're a Black woman. You were a dancer. (dancers are oogled over and glamorized but at the same time shunned/seen as a low level woman: Instagram Vixens - who these nikkas thirst on, try to pay for escorting, make threads on all the time, but shame these same vixens for being "hoes", using the same bodies they want to fukk and suck on to get ahead/fame/money... and not their "brains" - however it does take brains to strategize branding yourself from your looks, I don't care what anyone else says. It takes networking, it takes discipline - gym/dieting, sometimes surgery (it's an illusion/aesthetic), it takes upkeep and knowing how to manipulate men into becoming fans/following you/funding your cam shows/going to your events/purchasing merchandise of you: calendars, music, whatever. It takes knowing what looks good on you and what works for you and your best assets and using them to bring in money or to snag a man with money to marry you. Using your feminine wiles.

Just like dancers, trans women are also seen as the lowest level human - type of woman. People in general think it's mostly cosmetic which is why I believe they put the extra on it and analyze the looks of trans women in particular. The aesthetic is thought of as a priority. So my issue like yours is based on curiosity and seeing just how on point I am: passing, also if I'm pretty and/or sexy.

THEN throw in that confidence we both have and the high standards.

That's gonna drive nikkas up the wall.

Not to mention, we had **** and probably other nikkas on here pretending to be women, so people who are ignorant already have this conceived notion that trans women are pretending either way. You have the stories of like Caitlyn Jenner and Rachel Dolezal (transracial), then situations like Mr. Cee caught up with cross dressers and people are just NOT seeing it.


So on one hand, they can think I'm a troll to get dikk pics and feel unsafe from that, which I understand.

On another, they can know I'm real but put so much extra emphasis on how I act, what I like and what I look like. More than a typical female poster (aside from yourself, I mean a real regular chick on here).

The run down of why you go through what you've gone through here (*and why you shouldn't trip)

1. You're a Black woman. (always blamed for shyt, demonized, "the enemy")
2. You were a dancer (someone who profited from your looks and hustle and had to have some sort of confidence to pull through). You were one of these women who were not accessible to these nikkas outside of the strip club without them buying your attention with MONEY. Again, dancers - like IG vixens, worshiped but ironically seen as scum.
3. You're confident and openly admit to surgery/upgrading unapologetically. (confidence...What?! She needs to be humbled! Surgery??? You already know how that's perceived by these hypocrites.)

Laugh at the shyt when you really just know deep down why you are the target. It's filled with ironies and hypocrisies that you shouldn't take serious anyway.

I see you've thought about this and I can't do anything but agree with you. You're absolutely right on all accounts. You can't spend too much time thinking about these dudes but at the same time I don't let people talk down to me and I don't let funny shyt slide. I don't do it in real life and I don't do it online. I have no problem joking b/c I joke too but some of these dudes be doing the most.

If that last paragraph is a straight lie then let's break it down. When did I ever make you feel bad or less than for stripping? I barely remember ever talking about it with you. And I never said you were sexually promiscuous. I don't know if you are or aren't. But I do know that you and I went back and forth in threads where men were saying they don't want to marry women with sexually promiscuous pasts.

You were telling me things like how I'll never know if a woman has slept with many guys in her past, and how a woman can just hide it and a man will never know. And that one of your friends has a similar past and you are the only one that knows, and that the man she's with doesn't have a clue.

And if I feel that anything that I've said on here outside of general statements has hurt anyone, I try to understand where they are coming from and have apologized for it. I owned up to my bullshyt and apologized in that DC meetup Halloween thread and I was still attacked afterwards. I did not retaliate and kept it moving.

So I don't understand how that last paragraph was a straight lie, but you are free to have your own opinion.

I already stated what was a lie in the posted you quoted. Your post implied that I clashed with you b/c I am promiscuous. I needed to clarify that that was the case. You were shytting on me in the Halloween thread too which is why you don't get no "credit" for it. Just like you were "apologizing" in your last post but excusing the behavior. Again, keep your apology. You obviously don't mean that shyt which is fine. You think it's all jokes. All I want is to make a thread about you just like you did me. I don't understand if it's suppose to be funny why you are so scared to have the same shyt happen to you. It's all fine jokes and funny but you don't want it to happen to you. I wonder why that is? Maybe b/c if can be hurtful and you don't want to have your feelings hurt. You trying to guard yours feelings and the shyt ain't even happen to you but wanna try to shame me for. You're a hypocrite breh. Either put up or shut up.

 

[™BlackPearl The Empress™]

I can't know if you are hurting if you don't tell me. I can't read your mind and it's not like I can read your emotions from online. You were calling me gay a week ago, so I can't tell if you are joking or are serious. Maybe you use humor as a way to mask pain and hurt, I don't know.

But besides all of that, I want to apologize. I want to sincerely apologize for those two threads that I made about you and anything else I may have done that has negatively affected you. If you want me to leave you alone I will do just that.

I'm not hurt I'm just calling you out. If it was really just fun you would be cool with me having some fun with you. But you're not which lets me know it was on some mean hearted tip.You keep acting like you care about MY feelings when you really just wanna protect your own because you really don't want that thread made about you.

Listen we don't need to keep going round and round. You keep trying to apologize for my feelings when you really need to apology for being spiteful and trying to get into my business with SOG. Until you do that I don't believe you. And even if you do say it I'm still gonna wanna make a thread about you. Nothings gonna change that.

So either give the picture and let me have my fun and then we're even. Or shut up about it and Imma keep my option on you.

 

[SheWantTheD]

I see you've thought about this and I can't do anything but agree with you. You're absolutely right on all accounts. You can't spend too much time thinking about these dudes but at the same time I don't let people talk down to me and I don't let funny shyt slide. I don't do it in real life and I don't do it online. I have no problem joking b/c I joke too but some of these dudes be doing the most.



I already stated what was a lie in the posted you quoted. Your post implied that I clashed with you b/c I am promiscuous. I needed to clarify that that was the case. You were shytting on me in the Halloween thread too which is why you don't get no "credit" for it. Just like you were "apologizing" in your last post but excusing the behavior. Again, keep your apology. You obviously don't mean that shyt which is fine. You think it's all jokes. All I want is to make a thread about you just like you did me. I don't understand if it's suppose to be funny why you are so scared to have the same shyt happen to you. It's all fine jokes and funny but you don't want it to happen to you. I wonder why that is? Maybe b/c if can be hurtful and you don't want to have your feelings hurt. You trying to guard yours feelings and the shyt ain't even happen to you but wanna try to shame me for. You're a hypocrite breh. Either put up or shut up.

No, when I mentioned your past in that post I was referring to you being a stripper, and that the only time I can ever really remember us going back and forth were in those type of threads. And I can say that subconsciously I probably assumed you had a sexually promiscuous past given that you were defending it so hard, but I never really gave it a thought so I don't know for sure.

And in the post where I said something along the lines of "I was going to apologize but never mind" I did not apologize in that post. In that Halloween thread I remember talking shyt about the one poster next to you saying how you looked uncomfortable, and I apologized to him for it and meant it. I don't remember saying anything about you besides for your mole and how you dress, and I don't remember if I apologized or not. So I want to apologize for it now. I want to apologize for talking shyt to you in the Halloween thread and anything I might have said about your appearance.

 

[SheWantTheD]

I'm not hurt I'm just calling you out. If it was really just fun you would be cool with me having some fun with you. But you're not which lets me know it was on some mean hearted tip.You keep acting like you care about MY feelings when you really just wanna protect your own because you really don't want that thread made about you.

Listen we don't need to keep going round and round. You keep trying to apologize for my feelings when you really need to apology for being spiteful and trying to get into my business with SOG. Until you do that I don't believe you. And even if you do say it I'm still gonna wanna make a thread about you. Nothings gonna change that.

So either give the picture and let me have my fun and then we're even. Or shut up about it and Imma keep my option on you.

when I have ever told you that I was hurt or negatively affected by your posts or possible threads about me? I never told you once not to make a thread about me or anything like that. It was all jokes to me (and I assumed it was for you too) until you started expressing that it wasn't fun or funny to you. You didn't say those things when I made the threads.

I don't do things out of spite on here besides for 1 star peoples threads that always one star mines. You keep assuming I have some sort of animosity and hatred towards you, which I do not at all. I was not being spiteful. I see people make spin threads all the time and I thought it would be funny, no matter how immature that sort of thinking was. As I've said a million times, if I was trying to be spiteful, why did I not express anger, jealousy, negativity etc when those threads backfired?

Did I curse anyone out for saying that you weren't a man and that I was an idiot? Did I curse anyone out for saying you were beautiful? No I did not do any of those things.

And you can make all the threads about me that you want. That's not why I'm apologizing. I'm apologizing for the possibility of having hurt you in anyway shape or form. You can keep your option on me but I'm still not going to send you any pictures.

Good night.

 

[Aphrodite]

 

[Athenna]

And no names have been named.. As expected.

 

[全能の神]

 

[patscorpio]

what the hell is going on in the last couple of pages? :