Man, I been feeling mad insecure the last couple days
. Im not even depressed or anything like that... Its just too many layers of disappointment to my life right now.
Im out here getting no p*ssy, making beats on my own... Don't know anyone who raps. Im like a man with no culture and shyt.
Plus, its just a little disconcerting the fact that so much of my identity has been set in stone.. Being 23 and whatnot... Im not discovering new ideas, and having realizations the way I used too. I still love music, but Im not utterly intoxicated by it.
Maybe a couple caps of shrooms will set me straight