Everything I want isn't happening as fast as I need it too. When I see others that have what i want i think they are better than me. I dropped all of my "friends" so all i have around me now is family. I feel like there must be something is wrong with me if i cant attract a nice guy.
Independent and skinny.
Let me tell you something. I'm 25, my youth is almost over and I've been single all my life. I can sit around and worry about being single 24/7 or I can do something to better myself FOR myself.
I go to the gym, I have my own car, I move into my loft today and I have two jobs. You have to sacrifice and put in a lot of work and effort for yourself if you really want results.
There will always be someone better looking than you or better at your job. I get it's hard to not compare. I do it all the fukking time. But you can't allow yourself to have this defeatist attitude because you can't win. The only person you're competing with is yourself and it's a battle you need to have everyday in order to survive. You need to live with your parents for a few more years, save your money, focus on yourself and not men who catfish online.