Im very fukking frustrated with myself. Always holding myself back from fully living and enjoying life. The things that i deeply desire to do, i have no motivation to do them. I just FREEZE up or just hesitate and never get around to doing them.. it feels like pulling teeth... my summer has been very boring and uneventful which is a good thing as nothing bad has happened but i want to do something that would satisfy me. Mind, body and soul wise. I wish i had the answers to why Im in my own way.
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