I fukking hate smartphones. Wish we could go back to the days of flipphones with no internet.
fukking new years day sucks. I hate this shyt. I'm holding back my anger and really need to take it out. I'm heated. I'm just gonna stay far away from everybody because I'm mad enough to beat somebody up or just antagonize anybody just to make them feel like how I feel at the moment.
Even looking back at 2008 or 2001 or even 1995 or 1991 when I would chill in my bedroom by myself, I felt more calm and peaceful than I do now. At the moment, it's like fukk everybody. As I said, these smartphones pretty much ruining everything where i have to see the world and people who at the moment i dont want to hear, see or even think of. I don't want to be reminded of my problems nor do i want certain people to know i have problems. I fukking can't with this shyt. I feel like slamming this 800 dollar smart phone to hell out of rage. I hate smartphones because it forces you to connect with people. I want to turn this phone off and leave it off for the whole day but this shyt is a lifeline to interact with people because folks don't talk or meet up face to face anymore or hang out. I'm tired of this shyt.