See you going in the right direction. thing about bloods is they came about AFTER crips. In music, Historically over hip hop, Bloods have always been puppets in this new rap shyt. Bloods the reason PAC gone in a sense...I feel like bloods a white man thing in hip hop, they throw up the white power even though they might use it as B, I’m just doing optics right now but yeah. Rap bloods done tarnished what I knew a blood to be lol idk look at em and you see all type of funny stuff (gay or soul sellish type of things). To my knowledge.
As far as blood thing goes the majority of one's I've met are either gay or pedophiles. I hear about how they get put down or how they do females and it'sSongs touch you. Some here told me Jay Z wasn’t holding power in music industry and deeper meaning but yo think about the roc. Think about it man for real the rock, the keys, the sandman think about it all lol it sound crazy but just think. Apollo. Now go and look up your chakras and the colors. Musical notes hit each color in a different way. Music is felt just as much if not more than it is heard. Why you think the blind can play piano keys (there they are again). Future Jay Z and Khaled had “I got the keys!” The keys to what exactly??? Khaled has that “we global now”, it’s deeper meaning lol Travis Scott had astroworld. I’m telling you it’s deeper than what many know or think. Don’t the music feel like you hitting another planet or in a different atmosphere? Astral projection? I’m rambling but these are all pieces in the puzzle I think.
I have been thinking about meditating. Don’t really know how that works though lol.You tried meditating or exercise
Hell just get away take a walk from everything to recharge your batteries