The idea of settling in a world where shyt is already so fukked up, doesn’t sit right with me. I don’t even want much, so the idea I have to take less of the little I do want makes me internally sad. There is no right answer either, which is the worst part of life to me; No clear direction, just make your decisions and see if they work out or not. It would be nice to know what actions are worth it so I know if I should give up or just keep on the current path.
Wanting to be isolated is another issue I’m struggling with. People are overwhelming to me now in all capacities. I want to live further from my mother so she can’t drop by unannounced, texting is becoming a chore, complete disinterest in any romantic association and pretty much off social media. I don’t see it getting better as I retreat further into myself.
Wanting to be isolated is another issue I’m struggling with. People are overwhelming to me now in all capacities. I want to live further from my mother so she can’t drop by unannounced, texting is becoming a chore, complete disinterest in any romantic association and pretty much off social media. I don’t see it getting better as I retreat further into myself.