What did I get for going out of my way to help someone? I got yelled at, called a bytch, and hung up on. Three of my buttons pushed in a few seconds. Luckily I smoked something turned up because I knew there was going to be some drama. LOL I'm calm about this, I shouldn't be, but I tried my best. She can be crazy. I left a paper trail that proves my innocence. I knew she would do this too, that's why I created a paper trail. I don't like expecting people to fukk me over, but I am always prepared for the worst. I learned from being fukked over by people and not seeing how obvious it was until I looked back on it. People set people up smooth for the fukk over.
If I was younger I'd be in my feelings. Now I prepare for the fukk shyt and forgive people before they do their dirt. People can't help being who they are. shyt, I got my demons too, we all do. When I fly off the handle about shyt I feel bad because I fukk up, it's frustrating, and I'd like to be forgiven. It starts with me forgiving people.
Like my Aquarius homie said, "Most people try to get over on other people, that's how they come up, but it's harder to come up by being honest."
I'm all for hustling, but there's rules to the game. A lot of nikkas disrespect the game and wonder why they get fukked up. Troy Ave is wrong, the streets are real. The rules of streets apply in nature, business, and relationships. All you have are your balls and your word. When you disrespect the game consistently people take note and stop fukking with you. Karma is a motherfukker too. Nobody can be up forever. All the people someone shat on to make it to the top will be waiting for them when they fall. People don't like to talk about that part of the game, but it's very real. The fall is sobering as a motherfukker, LOL trust me.
That shyt will make someone religious. We pay for our sins. That's why I think about if I'm the right side of things now. I'm not a scumbag anymore. God gives people what they deserve not what they want or need. Remember that shyt when you deal with people. All praise to the highest, almighty, and all seeing. Bless up to all the young bloods, and free all my bros.
. Was watching those confessions ever music videos and realised that nikka's stylist had that him lookin on point every single time. I wish we could go back to rocking those fits :mjcrycap:
