This girl called me her soul mate and asked me to marry her. HAHAHA, omg, what a fukking AM. I'm flattered, but I don't think she knows me well enough to say that. This reminds me of the first time I got a girl a pregnant. It's scary when it's real. She does have duel citizenship and I fukk with Toronto heavy. Idunno I might explore this. I've been shot at, stabbed, arrested, and this is scarier than that. When people try to get close to me it's scary. I'd rather be a knife fight against someone bigger than me in a small space. I can deal with physical pain, but when people are nice to me it makes paranoid. They might try to kill me in my sleep or poison my food.
I was starting to crush on her. Maybe she felt the vibe, I'm not sure how because we haven't talked recently. Girls been blowing up my line since I was in RW. I've been ignoring them all because I'm focused on growing professionally. I really want to go to school this year and a relationship would be a hindrance I think. I really don't want to date someone in the industry I'm in. I don't want to date anyone who is a foodie either. I hate foodies. I want to date a nice girl who's into some normal shyt. Date night etc, all that normal shyt.
No more crazy ass bytches. No Erika Badu ass bytches. Nobody's else's bytch.
My ex is trying to holler too. She's still dating the dude she broke up with me to date in 2006. She was the first girl to break up with me. She was my HS sweetheart. I'll always have a soft spot for that girl. She could have been the one. Her breaking up with me made me into a savage. It'd be poetic for us to get back together. Best p*ssy I ever had in my life too. I still think about fukking her. shyt I just think about her.
Then there's the new girl. She might the one. She's fukking beautiful soul to toe. She's a Leo. I love her energy. She's really secretive though, I don't like that. She's the type of chick I go for. If the world ended I'd be happy if it were just she and I left on the planet. She scares me because I want every part of her but I know I can't have it. She's her own woman and nobody can possess her.
It ain't cuffing season. WTF is going on with these broads?