Damn man... 8 hours ago I felt the weakest I have in a long time... Just being a man and only having 20 hours a week of work... not feeling inspired to create or do anything positive... getting drunk every night, usually by my self.
I was stubborn..... My parents damn near kicked me out of the house because I was too depressed to finish moving to my new apartment. So Im not gonna act like I just changed my mindset through willpower... or that the change is even permanent. But when I got here... I meditated, and put on some ill music... I felt like all that negative energy was in the past. Then, 2 hours later, I find out the best news Ive heard in years..... regarding a dream Ive had since I was 14... after years and years I started thinking it was time to give it up and become an adult
Now Im not saying there's any way I woulda stopped
But I was close. Now Imma make the shyt happen.