So a mass amount of uncertainty has spread throughout my mind, unfortunately. Fortunately I've found clarity for the moment and have decided to live in the moment and appreciate the time I've spent today. With that being said, I'll talk about an interesting conversation I had today.
I was at the bookstore, in the asia/japan section and I saw this older Asian man, and I asked him if he was Japanese. We started to converse, turns out he's 65 and in the US to learn English. I had a book on zen Buddhism so he starts talking about that, and how he learned through his master another type of meditation. I forgot the name in Japanese but he said it was equal to saying 'tranquil sitting'. Dude showed me it, it was crazy cause he could do the half lotus and full lotus positions for meditation. Told me about the first president of Japan Air and how he followed the same master as him.
Anyway, after 30 minutes I gave him my address, as he said he'd send me a letter explaining his story and such. So I'm wondering what will come out of this