I feel myself getting stronger and leaner. My body takes to exercising well. I hate lifting weights, but muscle slows the aging process for men. So I'm lifting weights.
I've never worked out with the goal of looking better in mind. I always worked out to be the best player I could be. I never worried about definition or muscle to fat ratio.
I just wanted to be hella fast and be fast for two hours.
Now I'm working out solely to look better. It's a different ball game. I get off of work and my body craves hitting the weights. I think my body wants me to do this. I did a good 30 minutes of weight lifting just now and my body wants me to keep going.
I have to conserve energy because I work and ride BMX.
I want to get an hour long run in but it's about 2am in Cali. I worked today,
my mom is coming over to the cribbo in 8 hours.
People don't respect my hustle. They don't know what it's like to force themselves to work out multiple times a day. Really work out, not just hang out in the gym doing half ass shyt.
I push myself until I damn near pass out whenever I work out. It's me vs my insecurity and I'm undefeated, or maybe I've never won.
My body always hurts. I'm always tired. I'm hungry all the time. But I gotta get my body fat to 15-18% and get these abs popping. I've wanted a flush six my whole life and I've never had one.
My body looks great. That's undeniable. My problem area is my abs and my face. I can't change my face but I can get abs.
When I flex my thighs they double in size. It's insane. They're massive. My waist is tiny. I'm a 30 waist nowadays. My calves are perfect. So is my calf to ankle ratio.
My biceps have filled out since I started cooking.
The only thing that sticks out on my body is my dikk. I'm built for speed and I look great in anything tight. Sometimes I can't stop staring myself because it's crazy how good I look.
I never imagined I'd like my body.