So you mean to tell me that you spent your whole career showing canned hams called asscheeks to complete strangers, talk all this fat positive bullshyt while being the "safe" fat friend of white america, and now it dawns on you that you are left alone and ashamed because you are not happy despite setting low bar to gain fame and wealth.
I can't with these "mental" tweets, igs, and youtube whatever the hells because there were red flags before you got into the game and now it's all "you don't know" to a bunch of strangers who resemble the "first time" meme. Just play a Smokie Norful song, pray and STFU