The Life and Times of Rozay Oro

[TM101]

You need to prioritize survival first bruh, you are barely getting by.

All that stuff about finding a joy or passion in life is baby / disney channel lies like Santa Clause.

If no one told you the truth about life, I'm letting you know most people don't have "joy" or "passions", they just do whats necessary to make it to tomorrow.

 

[Buddy]

Respectfully, no one here help you find something you enjoy.
We don't know you.

Actually... I think your first step should be finding joy in finding joy on your own. Depending on us or anyone else to 'provide' the answer can't be helping your condition.

Second, I'd say lower your expectations. I get the sense that you think you're supposed to be happy all the time or something. If you have a moment where find yourself happy, no matter how short, drink it in. Be happy with the fact that you're happy, I'm sure that'll help you find your passions. I'm pretty sure that's how passions actually start. It's not gonna consume you and wash everything away like a magic potion.

 

[patscorpio]

By getting off this site and get professional help for your many issues

I cannot fathom my mid 20s being this pathetic that I had to come to a message board and make the same redundant threads over and over about my problems..by the end of my mid 20s i had a brolic build of a heavyweight champion, my own place, making cool money, and outside of a brief relationship was juggling women...youth is wasted on the mentally ill

 

[Brolic]

Go talk to a therapist. You make a thread like this every week.

 

[Pegasus Jackson]

You're always whining nikka. There are people writhing in hospice with bone cancer and you're complaining about video games and only having two bytches to fukk. You sound goddamn ridiculous.

 

[Ezekiel 25:17]

How much do you make and what are your hobbies?

 

[Rozay Oro]

You need to prioritize survival first bruh, you are barely getting by.

All that stuff about finding a joy or passion in life is baby / disney channel lies like Santa Clause.

If no one told you the truth about life, I'm letting you know most people don't have "joy" or "passions", they just do whats necessary to make it to tomorrow.

I have been employed for over a month and will be returning to work tmrw in the morning after quarantining for 5 days. I can pay my bills and working on paying off debt.

I do not live on my own but maybe that’s a blessing in disguise. I’d feel lonelier. I’d probably high rn if I did.

 

[Rozay Oro]

You're always whining nikka. There are people writhing in hospice with bone cancer and you're complaining about video games and only having two bytches to fukk. You sound goddamn ridiculous.

That’s very unfortunate for them. I don’t wish that on nobody. Damn it breh I sometimes fantasize of turning into a lake at times when I’m driving. I just no longer wake up with optimism. While I’m blessed with health I want to find a way to regain joy.

 

[SupaDupaFresh]

I will always love music but I don’t think I want to be a record slave. I’ll just slowly get better at piano and shyt.

Please help me find something that will bring me joy. Women are fickle and selfish, so idk how you nikkas in relationships and shyt do it.

I got two bytches I can rely on to fukk but they don’t text me like that. Sometimes they don’t even respond. I’m just dikk to them, whatever.

Now I have to make new friends which I dread tbh. Being in my 20s shyt’s different. Since I’m now once again a loner, tf do I bring to the table?

I’m playing video games but truth be told I’m getting bored as shyt.

Please help me y’all.

I don’t want to kill myself nor go back to drinking/getting high just to feel something that ain’t sadness and loneliness.

I don’t want to look at porn to numb feelings neither.

Thank you.

Bro if you ever need someone to talk to and console in Im here. We all here brother. I struggle with depression and have a lot of hobbies myself. I draw. I play and produce music. I do photography. Always looking for a new creative outlet to pour myself into.

Recently Ive been thinking about dipping into poetry, journalism and creative writing.

Is there any sort of craft or art form out there youve ever been particularly interested in? Especially one that can involve a social group or surrounding like perhaps a sport? It might be time to bring a new exciting journey into your personal life! Some new growth!

 

[Rozay Oro]

By getting off this site and get professional help for your many issues

I cannot fathom my mid 20s being this pathetic that I had to come to a message board and make the same redundant threads over and over about my problems..by the end of my mid 20s i had a brolic build of a heavyweight champion, my own place, making cool money, and outside of a brief relationship was juggling women...youth is wasted on the mentally ill

I don’t have the muscles, crib, relationship and less bodies. Idk if that would make me happier. Good for you though.

 

[humminbird]

try knitting

 

[Ahadi]

You need to prioritize survival first bruh, you are barely getting by.

All that stuff about finding a joy or passion in life is baby / disney channel lies like Santa Clause.

If no one told you the truth about life, I'm letting you know most people don't have "joy" or "passions", they just do whats necessary to make it to tomorrow.

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Therapy too bruh. Go to therapy & get a better job just like I said in the quick gems.

 

[patscorpio]

I don’t have the muscles, crib, relationship and less bodies. Idk if that would make me happier. Good for you though.

The thing is I wanted all those things and manifested it..I didnt bytch moan or do all the soft ass shyt you do...youve been given sound advice....in one ear out the other...you gotta get your ass off your shoulders and tackle your problems...make an individual effort..starting with getting professional help...you clearly need it

 

[filial_piety]

just give in to your impulses and enjoy the moment

 

[Rozay Oro]

How much do you make and what are your hobbies?

2k per month with my current job
It was getting high and fukking bytches
I did want to make music but idk if I have what it takes to be successful
I just feel so bored and unfulfilled