shyt is rough. I'm entering my second year of grad school, in education, but i want to pursue my doctorate in African American studies. I feel that in order to boost my curriculum vitae, i need to start working on articles, and getting published, but I am running into severe writer's block. I am trying to think of something that would be useful to turn into a thesis, not something thats cliche and ran into the ground.im worried as hell about getting into a doctorate program, i mean i have a 3.9 gpa and plenty of references and shyt, but im just feeling uncertain.
I gotta shout out the coli fam 
she said the grant which was worth like 30gs wasn't offered ever year and it was random. I didn't know that shyt, also I couldn't find a cosigner for a loan. I went through hell trying to find a cosigner my junior year. So in the end I basically wasted like almost 20gs because Seton Hall tuition is so high. I ended up saying fukk it, and got called into an academy for corrections. I got hurt like 4 weeks into the academy. Any of NJ brehs knows the state academies are no joke. So that was a waste of money. I enroll in a smaller university, and they fukk me over not taking all of my credits from my junior year at Seton Hall. A couple of pawgs told me that it was a money grab, and a way to get students to stay longer. So I swallowed my pride, and had to basically redo my junior year. Fast forward to now i'm going into my senior year, and still salty as fukk. No school pride, no college hoes, just fukking lack of sleep, headaches, and bullshyt. 
#TheStruggle
