that's it. I'm done brehs.

[zerorequiem]

Being truly righteous is never easy

Some of the realest shyt I’ve read in a minute. It’s real deal evil we surrounded by. Some thrive off of it. Looking into existentialism and nihilism will really have you questioning shyt too. The path of the righteous is fraught with peril as they say.

 

[Dont@Me]

That's why you buck the trend and DON'T fall into what the world wants you to be/do...


Continue to be a nice/genuine person in a world full of fakes and sheep!

Be that difference you're looking for. Does it seem hopeless at times? Of course, but YOU have to make the mark YOU want to leave on this world. You don't do it for recognition or pub, you do it because you a. WANT to, and b. NEED to. That's why it won't matter if one or a million people hear or see it. YOU know what you did and are doing, the change you're making...

I'm sure every black leader has felt the same way (Martin, Malcom, etc)...like it was only a drop in a bucket...but someone could see your drop and be motivated to add TWO drops, somebody sees that and wants to add FOUR drops, so on and so forth...until the bucket is full...

Don't let the world douse your dreams and hopes my brother, that's all we have to reach for. This is just a lull in one of the "valleys" in your life, get back up and climb that next mountain bro! You got this!

That's a beautiful seliloquoy

 

[TillWeDie]

Some of the realest shyt I’ve read in a minute. It’s real deal evil we surrounded by. Some thrive off of it. Looking into existentialism and nihilism will really have you questioning shyt too. The path of the righteous is fraught with peril as they say.

Yea, i was just reading the thread about supernatural phenomena too. Inner doubt, visions, strange dreams/ experiences, premonitions, etc will make your "regular" life even crazier but you eventually you can get used to it and it will be more normal for you. The regular day to day rat race people and need for validation/competition can be exhausting on its own but it's also shallow after awhile.

 

[Ya' Cousin Cleon]

That's why you buck the trend and DON'T fall into what the world wants you to be/do...


Continue to be a nice/genuine person in a world full of fakes and sheep!

Be that difference you're looking for. Does it seem hopeless at times? Of course, but YOU have to make the mark YOU want to leave on this world. You don't do it for recognition or pub, you do it because you a. WANT to, and b. NEED to. That's why it won't matter if one or a million people hear or see it. YOU know what you did and are doing, the change you're making...

I'm sure every black leader has felt the same way (Martin, Malcom, etc)...like it was only a drop in a bucket...but someone could see your drop and be motivated to add TWO drops, somebody sees that and wants to add FOUR drops, so on and so forth...until the bucket is full...

Don't let the world douse your dreams and hopes my brother, that's all we have to reach for. This is just a lull in one of the "valleys" in your life, get back up and climb that next mountain bro! You got this!

Beautiful breh.

 

[GreenGrass]

I can't tell if i got ego death, I'm lazy or I'm just temporarily demotivated, but I'm DONE with trying to progress my social and financial position in this world.

All the money
the women
the drugs
the fake people
the ignorant people
the egos

YOU CAN HAVE IT. I used to have big plans on trying to impact the world in a positive manner which society needs, but doesn't even fukkin deserve. fukk genuineness and kindness...the majority of this world is ruled by ego, greed, and jealousy. They genuinely don't even WANT others to succeed in a world of capitalism! It's human nature. fukk positivity. They don't even want that for themselves the way they're ruled by their own negativity. They don't deserve peace.

fukk it. I'm done trying to change the world or even advance my future. The only thing keeping me grounded right now are my hobbies. They're the only things that bring me joy which temporarily helps me escape from this world until i'm ready for that permanent exit. I'm fine just excelling at those for the sake of the actual art rather than financial success or social advancement, because I'm DONE wanting any parts of the things listed above.

fukk society and its fukkery.

you are doing the right thing.
stay active, and eat heathy. keep buying them minerals and vitamins - they make you calm and stronger. your mind becomes better. do not waste your mind. always drink water. life is awesome when you are calm and the rest are always angry, mad, upset, and just straight up lame. when they see you calm, that's when they get jealous. when people talk shyt about you, it is because they fear you.

praise the @The Lyon King and you shall become one yours self, breh


cherish the day - that's what sade told us

 

[Dont@Me]

Did a thread about this a year ago while I was at this swank ass SAS expo for work. 5 star everything. I got to experience what Jay Z experiences every day as far as luxury is concerned. And it was depressing AF. Everything that isnt nature is fake. I was ready to get back home and ride bikes in the park with my son.

Jimmy Carey said "I hope you get rich and famous, do everything you've ever dreamed, and see that thats not the answer"

I think I remember you making a thread or a post about this a while back

 

[The God Poster]

I ain't never seen a more depressed group of individuals. Y'all stay as emotional as women. One failure=the end of the world to y'all

 

[Dont@Me]

you are doing the right thing.
stay active, and eat heathy. keep buying them minerals and vitamins - they make you calm and stronger. your mind becomes better. do not waste your mind. always drink water. life is awesome when you are calm and the rest are always angry, mad, upset, and just straight up lame. when they see you calm, that's when they get jealous. when people talk shyt about you, it is because they fear you.

praise the @The Lyon King and you shall become one yours self, breh


cherish the day - that's what sade told us

It’s great being healthy and mental clarity, but an inevitable relapse to negativity always catches me.

 

[Nighthawk]

Op you need to get on the #nofap program

 

[GrindtooFilthy]

I feel like this all the time which is why I developed a huge fukk you attitude.

Right now for me its go big or go home, imma milk this shyt for everything its got

 

[GreenGrass]

It’s great being healthy and mental clarity, but an inevitable relapse to negativity always catches me.[/QUOTE]
Yes, but the way to overcome that is to prepare yourself. learn from the past and the next it happens, you will be able to handle it better.
Also, do not doubt your self. people love it when you are confident.
be your self, breh

if you need a councilor, then seek one (it may cost quite bit of money)

also, do not be afraid to read some self help books. do not be afraid to buy a coloring book (for adults that are facing depression or anxiety) because that is helpful.

buy a board game so you can play them with the ladies.. ladies are dressing real good out here in the warm environment.. they are juicy. .nice titties and nice ass... don't get to comfortable, women can be a curse too but you have to deal with it..

if i were you, i would probably go a week long retreat center or something. that way, you can leave the city and reboot yourself from the evils of this world...

every one is a copy cat.. they will emulate you, so be a better man and lead through your actions..

ps: copy a gun license and a bullet proof vest.. you will make them females wet... plus it is good for your protection.. life sucks but you gotta be your own body guard..

listen to the priest ... because he might be right

(i ain't the priest) but be careful of them wolves..

may god bless you.. believe in god.. humans and idols are fukked up, breh

 

[Dont@Me]

I am usually all about that self help route, but I have a personality disorder and Relapse on negativity and emotions and have had the same cycles and repetitive things happen in my life because of it.

I'm not using that as a crutch or an excuse, I just recognize that it will take an absurd about of work for me to get better that I'm no sure I'm willing to put in. I'd rather just fukk off and do the few things that make me happy until I die alone and on my own terms when the time comes