*L*E*G*A*C*Y*
Done.
Dawg, I'm never hating on people. I'm always trying to build people up.This ain't good advice for him. He already said he isn't looking and doesn't like short term flings. For him, it's about location for his management, time, appearance, confidence, and faith.
I seen too many of his posts where if nikkas are winning, he would say some shyt like
Just because you aren't winning, doesn't mean others aren't winning. I really don't know what he stands for either. Most posters have stuff they stand for, most ppl for that reason but what does he stand for is another big question.
My thing is this. I've just been used to being in situations for too long where I was the odd man out. I guess my sense of pride comes from the fact that if I didn't have it, I would truly be alone and have nothing. It's a defense mechanism. I grew up in Pittsburgh and spent my life being a "weirdo" or "oddball". I had to deal with many people attacking me with insults, demeaning opinions of me, and honestly it festered inside and made me kind of angry and bitter over the years. I'm just learning to lt my guard down now.
That's why I moved to New York. I figured I'd have a better chance of getting a job, meeting people, getting more attention towards creative stuff...etc. Plus I'm actually around more people like me that I can relate to.
I've been trying to do my thing with my clothing label, my art, and my music alongside other things but I'll be honest...I've always thought of this country and my life in it as unneccessarily difficult. While others were swimming I was thrashing about not trying to drown...
I'm done here...I'm not gonna type anymore. There's nothing nothing that will change anybody's mind...this is a lost cause trying to explain myself on here because i think people just see me as this type of person and no matter what, I guess I will always be that in people's minds and I've had to work really hard to prove so many goddamn people wrong that I actually stand for something that its damn near worn me out.
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