I don't know what's wrong with me other than deduct the fact that I'm a wuss.
About 20 minutes ago I was grabbing breakfast and a guy briefly looked at me, said hi as he was leaving. Once I got my food and got into my car, I saw him in my rearview mirror looking at me again. My car doesn't automatically lock so I wanted to hit the button but I didn't out of fear of being rude had he heard the click. He started to walk past my car saying something so I rolled my window down. All he said was for me not to hit him in a friendly manner and then we engaged in a nice brief conversation about where I was from. For some reason I didn't lie about that, but when he asked if I was married I hurried up and said yeah and there wasn't even a ring in sight
He was really cool about it and carried on. I cussed myself out afterwards. It wasn't like I wanted to date him but this isn't the first time I've done this.
Why can't I just be normal and have normal friendly conversations with boys?