Man listen, I used to get the worst ones pretty much on a monthly basis all my life.
2 stories:
The worst one happened when I was about 15, I fought my hardest to stand up during the episode and when I did I felt so exhausted!!, each step I then took when subsequently walking felt like I was carrying the world on my shoulders, hArd to describe. So I make it down the stairs and see my cousin in the living room talking away on the phone, all animated n shyt. This happened in the afternoon. Anyway it felt like a huge chore just to get this nikkaz attention, I couldn't talk and he just wouldn't look at me. For some reason I just knew I had to go back to my bed. When I do make it back (what feels like 1 hr of moving) I see my body laying there
. I fell back to sleep right in the same position as my body and when I did I woke up. Went downstairs and cousin was in exact same position and I started cussing him out about didn't he see me and he had the
face. The funny thing is that I was at no point shook unlike other sleep paralysis episodes but this one was different, maybe it was just an out of body experience?
2nd story:
Now it's normally chicks haunting me during sleep paralysis, talking shyt or trying to literally dikkride the gawd but I lived in one apartment 5 years ago where this lil nikka in a red hoodie used to appear during SP (sounds
jus thinking about it). The nikka was normally running away, out of the room. Now what makes this one stand out is that on one occasion my brother stayed over and said some shyt about seeing a nikka in a red hoodie and asked was someone else in the crib, and I had never mentioned anything about this to him
With all of the shyt though I try and rationalize it over time or just don't think about it.
I've got rid of most of my demonic behavior and I haven't had SP in almost a year