"out of anger"
That's some real shyt. When ppl get angry, they really lose their better judgment
You seem like you're level headed and not quick to get mad. When you do get mad, you blow up though. At this stage of the game, if you don't keep your tempter you'll find yourself on the gay part of your town drinking fruity alcoholic drinks with some dude named LaTron after you come to from your blackout. At least you know about the problem now. Knowing is half the battle.