seeing middle aged souless zombies at a shyt job appreication

[Theraflu]

Shout out to @*F*U*N*E*R*A*L* gettin' it in at Aflac.

Should I tell you what I find absolutely hilarious, the fact that you speak day in day out about 'Internet nikkas' who are bitter yet here you are tagging another nikka in this thread, he is clearly on your mind and you're bothered by him and you're displaying female tendencies right now too.

For a 25 year old you ain't done much either, no offence but don't you rent? Lol at your age which I'm at now I'm on my SECOND home lol lol. Lol we're landlords lol we don't 'rent'

I'm not doubting you will 10000% make it one day but right now you're not doing great you're banking on the hopes of a struggling start up. Remember that there's some of us your age who have real assets.

So stop being an 'Internet nikka' talking shyt when if you laid down your assets either liquid or not you ain't got much either.

Rather than worry about another mans shyt like a bytch go handle your own (you need to)

 

[skeetsinternal]

Them nikkas got grown man strength so watch yo mouth around them

 

[Theraflu]

im unstable, mood swings, chronically depressed

idk how to explain its weird but its like i have an identity crisis. i keep searchin for who i am and switchin between state of minds if i can say that. but no matter how many epiphanies on myself i have i cant stay one way, always back to square one.

cause of that i feel empty a lot. one day ill have a certain personality and feel great and be super productive then one situation/event(or just time itself) will make me reconsider who i am and just drop my mood to zero. cuz of that i basically cant sustain relationships, whether with friends or family. i been felt suicidal.

idk if wut im experiencing is symptoms of my problem or my actual problem. ur prolly thinkin wtf and so am i. by myself im not able to link my symptoms to any particular known mental illness tho at one point i thought i had borderline personality disorder. i dont like blamin my issues for the position im in today but . tbh i feel great right now and like i found a way out of it but its always like that then it starts again .

Thanks for sharing breh, yea with any sort of mental illness your naturally going to have some problems adjusting to everyday life but you can do it.

You do sound like you have Borderline Personality Disorder, the constant mood swings are a dead giveaway, if it was bipolar it would be longer episodes. But what you've described sounds like Borderline, textbook borderline.

The thing is this doesn't stop you from living daily life, Ive known many people who have such a battle who still hold down jobs. Do you have friends? A girlfriend ? Can you keep friends? If you can keep friends you can keep a job. Now if you find it hard to maintain interpersonal relationships also need to work on that.

Have you got insurance? Have you put yourself on the treatment waiting list?

Classic therapy won't work for you you need a type of therapy called 'DBT'

Before you can afford therapy luckily for you, you can start at home because its got a book

Here's the book : http://www.amazon.com/gp/aw/d/1572245131/ref=mp_s_a_1_1?qid=1386260655&sr=8-1&pi=SY200

If you can't afford it let me know, ill send you a gift card to cover the cost and shipping (as long as you make sure you order using @bk and @Brooklynzson affiliate link )

Just finally buckle down and focus on fixing your issues once and for all and while doing so start working into getting a job integrating back into 'normal' living.

 

[BlackBieber]

Thanks for sharing breh, yea with any sort of mental illness your naturally going to have some problems adjusting to everyday life but you can do it.

You do sound like you have Borderline Personality Disorder, the constant mood swings are a dead giveaway, if it was bipolar it would be longer episodes. But what you've described sounds like Borderline, textbook borderline.

The thing is this doesn't stop you from living daily life, Ive known many people who have such a battle who still hold down jobs. Do you have friends? A girlfriend ? Can you keep friends? If you can keep friends you can keep a job. Now if you find it hard to maintain interpersonal relationships also need to work on that.

Have you got insurance? Have you put yourself on the treatment waiting list?

Classic therapy won't work for you you need a type of therapy called 'DBT'

Before you can afford therapy luckily for you, you can start at home because its got a book

Here's the book : http://www.amazon.com/gp/aw/d/1572245131/ref=mp_s_a_1_1?qid=1386260655&sr=8-1&pi=SY200

If you can't afford it let me know, ill send you a gift card to cover the cost and shipping (as long as you make sure you order using @bk and @Brooklynzson affiliate link )

Just finally buckle down and focus on fixing your issues once and for all and while doing so start working into getting a job integrating back into 'normal' living.

Wow man, I honestly appreciate the help. A lot. Nice to see caring people like that even though we don't know each other.

For a long time I thought I had borderline personality but what changed my perspective is I don't really have the characteristic anger outbursts. For the most part I've always been a more passive aggressive guy, keeping things inside. Although I've read that there's also that type of BPD so you might be right.

I hate to ask for stuff but I did lose my job two weeks so that gift card would come in super handy

Once again thanks a lot.

 

[yo moms]

@Theraflu I want a gift card

 

[BlackBieber]

@Theraflu I want a gift card

they didnt give u no discounts at amazon or nuttin?

 

[yo moms]

they didnt give u no discounts at amazon or nuttin?

no they didnt give me shyt.

 

[Theraflu]

Wow man, I honestly appreciate the help. A lot. Nice to see caring people like that even though we don't know each other.

For a long time I thought I had borderline personality but what changed my perspective is I don't really have the characteristic anger outbursts. For the most part I've always been a more passive aggressive guy, keeping things inside. Although I've read that there's also that type of BPD so you might be right.

I hate to ask for stuff but I did lose my job two weeks so that gift card would come in super handy

Once again thanks a lot.

Sharing is caring

I'll send you your gift card later on when I get to sit down on my laptop, mobile right now

You have the symptoms so I know the book will help. maybe fill out a page a day and keep doing it. New year in a few weeks breh do all you can to make sure you get those mood swings in order and start living like a normal person your age

PM me if you ever need advice or help.

 

[Theraflu]

@Theraflu I want a gift card

 

[yo moms]

Why not? It's Christmas you tight fukk

 

[Theraflu]

Why not? It's Christmas you tight fukk

shoulda used that discount before you quit

 

[yo moms]

shoulda used that discount before you quit

We got ZERO discount

 

[InGodWeTrust]

it be funny to watch. dont get like them

 

[Mr. Somebody]

middle aged men working dead end jobs at amazon and getting mad because they have to work with a 18 year old :mjpshh:

that feeling of quitting and just knowing they have to stay there to support there shytty families :mjpshh:

be 40 and work at amazon brehs

Whats going to happen to you if you arent able to feed yourself with boxing and you have no education?

 

[yo moms]

Whats going to happen to you if you arent able to feed yourself with boxing and you have no education?

I put that ski mask on and get mine.

I will lure simps off a fake instagram to meet and snatch them up and hold them for ransom.