man this hurts
Like many of yall, i was about 9-10 when X hit the scene and Ill never forget my earliest memory of him in the "get at me dog" video.
before I even knew how to conceptualize that X was a product of the 70s/80s crack era of NYC, i knew that "this nikka is straight from the gutter
"
but that was X's appeal. He brought all the aggressiveness, the machismo, the charisma, the wit, the darkness, the self hate, etc of the streets/prison lifestyle.
And seeing him become THE biggest rap star on the planet was something else in the midst of the Iconic Shiny Suit/Bling Bling/SuperProducer/High Budget HIp Hop era
( *sidenote modern kids will never understand that this was the 80s-90s Action Hero era of Hip Hop. Those guys who came to prominence during this time were larger than life
)
Hows it Going Down also remains one of my favorite and most prominent song/video combos of all time too
Ill never admit to being a huge X fan but goddamn he was a very important icon from my childhood and Ive always been hip to how important he was to Hip Hop especially the NYC scene.
One part from Get At Me Dog (which is my fav song by him as well) IMO encapsulates how special he was as a MC, using his energetic flow, his master control of tone to put emotional emphasis on certain parts of verse (he sounds absolutely disgusted when talking about the fakeness of nikkas
)
"Ah! You know I don't know how to act
Get too close to nikkas, it's like,
"Protected by Viper, stand back"
What's this? I thought you nikkas was killers, demented
The fukk you want me to do with this coward?
Finish him, it's ended
"
Rest in Peace Earl. I hope you found the peace you so desperately sought.