Can't stop thinking about this fine-ass, short haired young chick I see in the gym sometimes
She's probably 17-19 years old, but the part that fukks with me is that I'm convinced she purposefully avoids me in the gym
It's hard to explain why I get this feeling and it's not like I'm trying to approach her or give her

stares whilst she's working out but seriously, everytime I go to a section she's in, she'll immediately leave
Last time, I was the only person using the treadmill and there were about 6 or 7 empty treadmills but she actually waited until I was done before starting her work out
If I'm using the stationery bike (which is near the entrance) when she's leaving, she'll walk behind me , almost like she doesn't want me to see her body. Like she's disgusted by me or something

(The way the gym is set up, walking behind the stationery bikes is kind of an "unnatural" path to use when exiting)
Honestly, if she just acted "normal" I would have been on some, "She's nice

" and left it at that, putting her to the back of my mind.
But nah, she just has to go out of her way to show me how much she is
NOT attracted to me in any way whatsoever
This chick gets my head all fukked up everytime I see her. It's like I'm in highschool all over again, where people had me convinced I was Quasimodo-ugly
She's got me making this highly incoherent, highly simpish post
Really fukked up thing is, her behaviour actually makes me want her
