Lmao I don't know man just have trust issues. I think it stems from my pops not really being there and seeing females do shiesty shyt, kinda gave me a disposition you can never trust them.
As low as her body count was and all the dirt I did, I would have to accept that. What makes you say maybe though?
I learned the hard way, she was a good woman. Would cook for me(though she was mid in the kitchen it's the thought), encouraged me to go to grad school and I could go on and on.
I would marry her for sure and her hours are ones I can work around.
I do have bigger issues but want to learn how to trust.
As for the libidio she says its largely stress from the relationship and her work and personal life as well.
Guess it doesn't matter now though cause she seems done, went over to see her yesterday after moving out the same day and she started already trying to rearrange things. Just kept saying she wants to focus on self now and isn't even focus on dating, just healing. My mom reached out against my wishes and asked her and she said she was focusing on self but would keep in contact and if I worked myself too she would be open to dating again.