As we wrap up 2022 let's build on what we accomplished
Take me for instance
Divorced in 2019 after a bad 9 year marriage.
After that, parlayed for a few months then met this ill Honduran. She was down to marry for the year and change we were together.
We went through the pandemic together but I fukked it away on some concealing shyt, not being on my square.
After she left in April 2021, I was down bad. Couldn't come out the house bad. That lasted for about a year.
Straight up, a year inside was fukking me up. I noticed I was developing anger towards women, and that's not me.
I started going to therapy to get my mind right.
What's to hate about women? they are who they are. It's like asking why are you mad at fish for swimming?
I had to get back to my essence. My sources.
Started reading again, going to the gym, biking, anything to stimulate me and get me out of my apt
Did not approach women, did not seek out women. I just started kicking it at spots with the homies, even dolo sometimes
Had my first reconnection with self there: I've always rolled dolo. I risked my liberty in the Navy by taking off by myself to places I was not supposed to go
(Almost got shot by Bahrain police for doing that dumb shyt).
Done my dirt all by my lonely. There's shyt I'm taking to the grave.
Being comfortable in your skin is a blessing and an advantage. Most people aren't.
So being outside in Miami was all fun and games til it wasn't.
I was over it in like 3 months. I had sense enough to not be the old man in the club but I was still in Wynwood and downtown bar hopping.
When I got one too many "oh shyt you could be my dad" type reactions it was the universe slapping me in the face "wake the fukk up you dumb ass!"
Cut that Wynwood bar shyt out and suddenly women just started noticing me again
Grown women, my speed. Broads with kids at college (so I can stay a weekend and smash)
Divorcees trying to live (word)
Even bored housewives. Was never my thing and I swore I wouldn't do it but that's why they say you shouldn't swear
So in the span of 3 months I went from not being able to buy p*ssy damm near year long dry spell walking the Sahara dying of thirst to:
-Single mom with a kid at college I met at a halloween party. Not 3 days later my dikk was in her mouth. FWB until now because...
-Bored housewife who got at me on IG (no shyt). I wrote a book and gave a talk at a book festival so she hit me up on some let me pick your brain but I also wanna give you brain cuz I'm in a dead marriage so here take this video of me playing with my p*ssy in my bedroom on my bed I sleep next to my husband every night (this all happened)
-Artsy joint I met at the same book festival. She's BAD. Wifey material. Remember Eddie describing his dream woman in Raw?
She got titties like whoa! and an ass like POW!
That's her. But she's artsy so she dresses sporty and down. No camel toe painted on leggings, she rocks the baggy joints.
But she's so bad you can still see that ass
And when I hit it?
But even beyond that. I'm now at a point where I can honestly ask "that it?"
Remember just a year ago I was spending nights at club JBO, woe is me BS killing all my energy
But when I got back on my shyt, my writing, my books, my music, my bike, my weed
Women just now coming as adornments to my steez
Now I'm getting regular ass. Yeah one's married and the other is getting clingy, but at least she's on my dikk.
Another FWB just got cut and put on waivers last month cuz I wasn't feeling her my life sucks energy anymore.
Been there yo, go see a therapist
(Yes, it is possible for men to turn down p*ssy. I've realized when they leave there's always one down the street)
That was my situation when Artsy stepped up and knocked them broads to the side with ease brehs
She told me last night she wants to make it official, exclusive, all that shyt
I said word? Alright you on the clock
She chuckled, then said
"We got all the time in the world"
I know the good times won't last. Been here before. At this point you gotta savor the moment, cuz time flies don't it?
I'm feeling her energy, and she's done and said all the right things so far.
We in Florida so cuffing season ain't a thing here
But yes I know what time it is. We already got each other xmas presents and shyt
Anyway let me slow down and look at this post a month from now before I start with the proclamations and shyt
So I'm looking at this past year as confirmation that if you get knocked or knock yourself off your square
Do whatever it takes to get back on it.
Not only will your life be all the better for it, your loved ones will appreciate your change for the better.
I'm saying, when you're on your square you're unstoppable.
They can see it, they're made to see it, and it drives them batshyt insane when they can't have you
But the one that goes above and beyond? pays attention to detail? Opens her mind to some cultivation? Respects your time?
Keep her around, longer than these hoodrats
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