Having a purpose and being HOH is a must and I see that now.
I let my emotions get in the way and did some dumb ass shyt not even realizing what I did until way after I did it. I can see why nikkas do simp things sometimes, they can’t control themselves. It’s like a spell.
That’s what happens when you’re not focus on bigger things at all times and when you really want a chick.
I ain’t do no simping or anything, but came across way too available and thirsty.
I basically came across like I was being her man or something. I tend to get ahead of myself and think the bytch is already mine and whatever I say is good.
I’m a grown ass man making kiddy mistakes.
I never did no shyt like this in my life.
I was diggin this bytch bad and did some stupid shyt that makes me want to go mia from everybody.
And I still did this stupid shyt even when I was busy, working, going to school, talking to other girls, going to the gym, etc.
Guys really have to not care at all about women, it will help so much to be nonchalant about everything, you can’t treat women differently because you find her more attractive than others.
Women have to know you do not care about them at all and they are the last thing on your mind for real.
Like you forget shyt and then you remember to hit her up at some random time.
I let my thoughts of fukking this chick get in front of what I was working on; myself.
I just couldn’t wait to fukk this chick, and in the process fukked it up.
I know it’s a long rant, but I needed to let it out.
Be Healthy, Wealthy, HOH 4 Life, and fukk These bytches To Sleep 4 Life!!
#HOH #FTBTS
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