sometimes seeing sexually active people talk about the game makes me glad I'm not really in it and also makes me feel kinda bad
how do you deal with having all your actions having all that pressure behind them?

when I go out with friends, all I'm thinking about is prices of shyt and what what we talk about
I wouldn't even speak if I knew what I was saying to the person was supposed to make them think that they should want me sexually and value me
having all those people you fukked, want to fukk, want to fukk you, worrying about STDS and birth control, having to deal with the failures and baggage that come with all those little relationships
being a virgin and being sexually active are really two different frames of mind
