I had dinner with some friends...
Why would you try to belittle something because you don't have it? It really rubbed me the wrong way. I thought they were better than that. This is why I keep things to myself. "You know you never know what's going on with Raedawn07..." I keep it that way for a reason.
Meanwhile complain about not having someone...maybe your problem is your are too concerned with the wrong things
What you have been doing hasn't worked out so far...Part of it meant well, wanting the best for me. Part what coming from a place of jealously. The latter is that ish I don't like. Makes me distance myself.