Were you worried big time? Like were people going crazy crazy doing wild shyt?
This wasn't like a hurricane or anything, so there was no rioting or crazy stuff like that. Almost everyone got REAL real with themselves out here. People prayed with their kids across the street. People got REAL religious. Some people didn't give a fukk at all. I mean I can't even blame them. Some people were crying on the spot. I know one girl who was mid-hike when she got the news on her phone and my boy told her ass to stay up there and enjoy the view. The freeway was on some mad max shyt. The old lady a few doors down started telling ducktales right away with some "my son's ex wife's nephew lives on big island and he said that they were shooting missiles all last night
". Even though a lot of people won't be talking that much about it, I know everyone did some soul searching out here for a hot 20 minutes. Some people got real, real, deeply shook though. And while I understand and won't judge them in such a moment.... I'm still extremely
from now on around them.
I was surprised with myself because I was shocked at how little I cared about everyone I thought I cared about out here. Like I really don't give a fukk at all. It was
so nothing at all, that having accepted the fact that they never even crossed my mind while I was getting my shyt together, I'm genuinely relieved by it. Its like a weight off my shoulders that I know they aren't important to me. At the same time I was about to cowboy up
Yesterday I really believed I would've been that dude drinking jack and coke on the porch waiting for the bomb to drop. Even now I'm still giving myself the
I was wired because I'm military and I'm thinking there's NO WAY the state of hawaii alarm system should be going off before our own. It just doesn't make sense. How many things have to go wrong for that to happen? For what reasons would I NOT be notified properly? So the next leap in my mind was that we'd been hacked and it was a complex attack - as in we're
super fukked. There's really nowhere to go that's close so all I could think of was to get away from the big population areas and avoid the military posts initially. That leaves.... like fukking nothing
that's why I just got in my car with the engine running. If I don't get vaporized on the spot, I'll at least have a head start on everyone else.
I found out that one of my neighbors ain't shyt as a father too. He smoked a blunt - didn't even think to call his kids for an instant. I've been giving him the
all day ever since. I despise that fukkboy now.
