I was surprised with myself because I was shocked at how little I cared about everyone I thought I cared about out here. Like I really don't give a fukk at all. It was
so nothing at all, that having accepted the fact that they never even crossed my mind while I was getting my shyt together, I'm genuinely relieved by it. Its like a weight off my shoulders that I know they aren't important to me. At the same time I was about to cowboy up
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Yesterday I really believed I would've been that dude drinking jack and coke on the porch waiting for the bomb to drop. Even now I'm still giving myself the
I was wired because I'm military and I'm thinking there's NO WAY the state of hawaii alarm system should be going off before our own. It just doesn't make sense. How many things have to go wrong for that to happen? For what reasons would I NOT be notified properly? So the next leap in my mind was that we'd been hacked and it was a complex attack - as in we're
super fukked. There's really nowhere to go that's close so all I could think of was to get away from the big population areas and avoid the military posts initially.