1st off props to you, because I know thats not easy.
But if you were in you manic state when it 1st started to manifest and you believed that you should be a man or a woman or whatever and you struggled with that for years decades even and then found a group of other people that identified with that, only to have people come along and be like uhhh yeah "this is a mental issue" you'd be like wtf no its not look at us.
It went from let them live not hurting me
to demanding more representation and acceptance by all.
Its just weird to me how its all handled. (actually not really)