@Nicole0416_646NYC, I Dedicate This To You.

[Hathaway]

Thats what makes this song more fire though Straight up ether shyt

I wrote this shyt for a woman not a ABC gang member. Somebody lying to me

 

[Nicole0416_718_929_646212]

Nooo. This cant be.

Running out of shyt to come up with yourself huh??

Thread turn Pt. 2

Nah. I do not get agitated on the internet.

I say that because now, I'm questioning whether or not you're actually a woman. I heard you in the vocaroo thread so I just assumed you were. But now, nikkas got me wondering. I've heard the H0lt stories. Who am I speaking with, really?

Damn b - you are going out bad.

I’ve already been verified by Barnett and Houston. You can’t run with that excuse shyt.

https://www.thecoli.com/threads/why-are-mods-protecting-nicole-edit-nicole-revealed-update-4-yes-four-brehs-banned.820916/page-18

Seeing as you’ve been posting here since 2015. But on to you- thought you said that you weren’t suicidal??

Anybody Else Feel Dead Inside?

Rant incoming. Mental exhaustion. We are really struggling out here. Life is far too short man. Having to work a job I absolutely hate in order to provide even though you know deep down there's more to your brief existence than this. You just struggle trying to juggle your responsibilities and...

www.thecoli.com

 

[Nicole0416_718_929_646212]

I wrote this shyt for a woman not a ABC gang member. Somebody lying to me

Don’t backtrack now BYTCH - why the fuk would you think that I give a fuk about your song when I’m not here to date or solicit men? No one told you to pull up with that simp shyt thinking that would make an impression with me - now you’re trying to impress upon yourself that I’m not who I claim, based on a fail recovery attempt after you got rejected. Fukkin dub.

aside from Nicole being a woman

she isn’t here flirting with men or soliciting them so who gives a shyt

Bytchass ran with the rejection and retreat to calling a female poster “a man” bc he can’t get through. 21 pages in and to add insult to your injury - I still haven’t listened to one verse of your fukkin song, you manic depressive Alt account creating simpleton .


He’s posting up like he first recently joined the site in 2022 despite admitting to having a 2015 account - trying to say others aren’t who they claim - nothing but projection. Dumb faggit

 

[K.O.N.Y]

breh ya gotta chill

 

[Hathaway]

Running out of shyt to come up with yourself huh??

Thread turn Pt. 2

Damn b - you are going out bad.

I’ve already been verified by Barnett and Houston. You can’t run with that excuse shyt.

https://www.thecoli.com/threads/why-are-mods-protecting-nicole-edit-nicole-revealed-update-4-yes-four-brehs-banned.820916/page-18

Seeing as you’ve been posting here since 2015. But on to you- thought you said that you weren’t suicidal??

Anybody Else Feel Dead Inside?

Rant incoming. Mental exhaustion. We are really struggling out here. Life is far too short man. Having to work a job I absolutely hate in order to provide even though you know deep down there's more to your brief existence than this. You just struggle trying to juggle your responsibilities and...

www.thecoli.com

Okay. I didn't know it had been proven you were a woman.

I'm not suicidal. I just had a moment where I was close. We all have our struggles, beloved.

Don’t backtrack now BYTCH - why the fuk would you think that I give a fuk about your song when I’m not here to date or solicit men? No one told you to pull up with that simp shyt thinking that would make an impression with me - now you’re trying to impress upon yourself that I’m not who I claim, based on a fail recovery attempt after you got rejected. Fukkin dub.

I'm not romantically interested in you, Nicole. Don't flatter yourself. Those were jokes. You came at me disrespectfully and apparently got me bushed, therefore, I responded.

 

[Nicole0416_718_929_646212]

Okay. I didn't know it had been proven you were a woman.

I'm not suicidal. I just had a moment where I was close. We all have our struggles, beloved.

I'm not romantically interested in you, Nicole. Don't flatter yourself. Those were jokes. You came at me disrespectfully and apparently got me bushed, therefore, I responded.

Kill ya self

I don’t need to run to the mods to get you bushed. I handle my own shyt. Trust - when I want you out of here, you will be gone. And it won’t be from me “running” for assistance. Better do your research - whoever needs to be taken care of definitely won’t be publicized- I don’t run to the mods to get them involved off of this insignificant shyt- I’m sure they have other more relevant shyt to handle. you aren’t anybody. Crying on threads and writing depression diatribes off your diaries. This will end organically in either one of two ways: You ether yourself Or you off yourself. Fukkin weirdo

Unstable as fukkkkkk. Don’t slit your wrists in the studio, b

Rant incoming.

Mental exhaustion. We are really struggling out here. Life is far too short man. Having to work a job I absolutely hate in order to provide even though you know deep down there's more to your brief existence than this. You just struggle trying to juggle your responsibilities and your ambitions.

I had a dark moment back in April. My emotions began to eat away at me. I couldn't sleep. My mind was racing. I got up out of bed around 3 am, kissed my wife and kids as they slept and left. I drove to a park with thoughts of killing myself. Suicide is something I've always thought about but never had the courage to follow through. But this night was different. I felt no fear or emotion. I felt empty. Like I didn't care anymore. Trying to stay sane, I actually called the suicide hotline and when the guy answered, I couldn't even speak. He just opened up and said, "what's going on, friend?" and I just broke down.

We talked for about 40 minutes and I was reminded of my children. My 2 boys and how they need their father. I thought about my fatherless upbringing and how much it hurt not having him around. I could never abandon my wife & kids. Not like that. I returned home and continued my mundane existence, only finding fleeting moments of joy through my family. I'm forever fortunate for my children and wife. I love them so much. My wife doesn't know about that night and she never will.

I talk to her about my feelings all the time. Well, I used to. My feelings are difficult to comprehend and I saw that it was weighing on her because there was nothing she could do to help. She wants to solve all of my problems. But she cannot and it hurts her. So I no longer burden her with these things. I suffer in silence as a man in my position should do. I never want my wife to see me vulnerable like that. She depends on me to be strong and present and I will be that for her even if on the inside, I'm crumbling.

These days, I drown my sorrows in aimless pursuits of pleasure. Porn, masturbation, occasional alcohol. A man has to cope somehow. I have to be stimulated somehow. Addictions are tough but they actually work in my favor as the release of dopamine soothes me and keeps me going. That euphoric feeling eases the pain but never long enough so I'm always seeking that feeling. I'm always seeking stonger releases. Basic porn just doesnt cut it anymore, so I seek out the the more vile and venomous parts of human sexuality that keep me satiated. I disgust myself sometimes, but I can't help who I am at this point. (no, not anything illegal nikka)

I'm so tired of living like this but I'm making due as best I can. I'm trying to find better ways of coping. Believe it or not, expressing myself on here helps. Even though I know nikkas will poke fun and criticize my "dear diary dissertations". It's all good.

 

[Hathaway]

Kill ya self

I tried one time.

 

[DrexlersFade]

Kill ya self

I don’t need to run to the mods to get you bushed. I handle my own shyt. Trust - when I want you out of here, you will be gone. And it won’t be from me “running” for assistance. Better do your research - whoever needs to be taken care of definitely won’t be publicized- I don’t run to the mods to get them involved off of this insignificant shyt- I’m sure they have other more relevant shyt to handle. you aren’t anybody. Crying on threads and writing depression diatribes off your diaries. This will end organically in either one of two ways: You ether yourself Or you off yourself. Fukkin weirdo

I tried one time.

Yo wtf is going on in this thread?

 

[Hathaway]

Yo wtf is going on in this thread?

 

[Jean Jacket]

I tried one time.

988.

Dial it if u need help Breh.

Just came out.

The Coli needs you here for fukkery's sake.

 

[DrexlersFade]

I'm mad late haven't had the chance to read the thread need cliffs.

 

[Hathaway]

988.

Dial it if u need help Breh.

Just came out.

The Coli needs you here for fukkery's sake.

I'm good my G. I find other ways to vent my frustrations like making songs for random people on websites

 

[FlareBaller5]

how did this thread go from a diss track - to an exposal - to a suicide hotline?? fukk this is shaping up to be a GOAT coli thread

 

[Jean Jacket]

I'm mad late haven't had the chance to read the thread need cliffs.

Breh made a salacious serenade to Nichole and summoned black Air Force, 2012 Altima, and buckwheat timb energy upon himself.

 

[Vic Damone. Jr]