This is a looooonnnggg story, but I'll shorten it.
Anywho, got pulled over by cops because a hooker ran to talked to me at a stop sign. They followed me back and pulled me over, found a gaaaannng of texts messages on my phone of me seeing hookers, then detained me.
I was literally in the squad car screaming, "I FÙCKED UP! MY CAREER IS FINISHED! MY LIFE IS OVER! I'M GOING TO END UP POOR LIKE MY PARENTS!" for about 3 minutes. I was kicking the seat and crying and everything.
Only thing I could see was me being arrested, then getting out and working a trash ass job for years while struggling to make ends meet... exactly like my parents. I fell into a depression that lasted for a year, woke up in cold sweats after panic attacks multiple times that year, literally walked for 8 hours for no reason that following day contemplating what method I was going to use to kill myself.
Thank God that it passed over.
Anywho, got pulled over by cops because a hooker ran to talked to me at a stop sign. They followed me back and pulled me over, found a gaaaannng of texts messages on my phone of me seeing hookers, then detained me.
I was literally in the squad car screaming, "I FÙCKED UP! MY CAREER IS FINISHED! MY LIFE IS OVER! I'M GOING TO END UP POOR LIKE MY PARENTS!" for about 3 minutes. I was kicking the seat and crying and everything.
Only thing I could see was me being arrested, then getting out and working a trash ass job for years while struggling to make ends meet... exactly like my parents. I fell into a depression that lasted for a year, woke up in cold sweats after panic attacks multiple times that year, literally walked for 8 hours for no reason that following day contemplating what method I was going to use to kill myself.
Thank God that it passed over.