Middle Finga U
Paper Chaser by Nature
Sounds like Mama Mills about to and save the day again. Or did she?
Yes.we need to crowdsource so @General Mills can skip work and write up his Life
That last post got me
She bout to go Angela Bassett in thin line between love/hate
You mean Lynn Whitfield
Headed to work. Soon as I get settled in I will finish up. Well I'm actually late. Lol. Supposed to be there at 630.
She actually caught me by surprise! I was I said What? I remember we were in our room and she was folding up my draws. . She looked at me in my eye and said. No. She said it cold as fukk. . And continued to fold clothes. I was at this turn of events. . I did not expect this at all. . . I kinda told her my heart and how I was feeling and she was
I was like Well things can not keep continuing like this at ALL.
She paused in her folding and said why not? Its been going this way for a year and you had no complaints.
I was cause this was all truth. I literally had no one but myself to blame. . I was so busy sucking shyt up I did not speak up for myself when I was not happy. . I just rolled with that shyt. . As far as her. She was living the dream. She told me she was VERY HAPPY. And saw zero reason to change.
She wanted to play rough? I told her then if you are unwilling to compromise with me a little then I want a divorce. I am not asking you to go to the strip club or Freaknik. I am asking to go to the movies with my wife.
She finished her folding and looked at me again. .And said no.
I was again.
She actually caught me by surprise! I was I said What? I remember we were in our room and she was folding up my draws. . She looked at me in my eye and said. No. She said it cold as fukk. . And continued to fold clothes. I was at this turn of events. . I did not expect this at all. . . I kinda told her my heart and how I was feeling and she was
I was like Well things can not keep continuing like this at ALL.
She paused in her folding and said why not? Its been going this way for a year and you had no complaints.
I was cause this was all truth. I literally had no one but myself to blame. . I was so busy sucking shyt up I did not speak up for myself when I was not happy. . I just rolled with that shyt. . As far as her. She was living the dream. She told me she was VERY HAPPY. And saw zero reason to change.
She wanted to play rough? I told her then if you are unwilling to compromise with me a little then I want a divorce. I am not asking you to go to the strip club or Freaknik. I am asking to go to the movies with my wife.
She finished her folding and looked at me again. .And said no.
I was again.
My fukking dudeThe wedding plans had to have been set in motion months ago. Her and her sisters SPRANG into action brehs and brehettes. Before I could blink they had the reception hall picked out, band, colors, cake ordered, wedding gown, church rented out, limo, etc. . I was . She must have had some marriage fund already in place. . Other than the rings I am dont think I paid for anything. .
The closer we got to the date the more nervous I got. With my first marriage there was no hesitation. . When there should have been. With this one I was scared as fukk. There was something I could not put my finger on. . . I told my dad. He said. . Its just the wedding jitters son. I love my dad. . But he has never given me good advice on women. .
Its the wedding day and I am so NERVOUS I wanted to throw up. I kept telling myself that she has given me zero reason to trip and I am acting like a bytch for no reason. Cant let my past experience hold me back from love. I knew instictively she was down for me. That was not the problem at all. I knew she would not rob me, or cheat, etc. . She did not run the streets. . She was a good girl.
So I stood in front of her crooked pastor and said I DO. As SOON as I said it I regretted it. . But I SUCKED it up and chalked it up to having cold feet. I looked at her and knew I loved her. I cared for her and decided I am going to give this my best shot. . . . . Now I had an idea that we should go to Jamaica or the Virgin Islands for our honeymoon. She was adamant about not going anywhere out of Jax ( first warning sign ) So we got a nice hotel in Jax Beach on the water for a week.
Our first night she looks at me like . . I am ready to start this baby.
I was . I told her lets wait on all that. . She was truly hurt. . I could see it but she tried to hide it. . I was being honest and was not exactly sure I was ready yet. She told me well I did not take the pill sooooooooooooooooo. . ..
I was like. . No worries and pulled out a condom and she was
So I am going to work every day. . Then picked up a part time job at a convenience store too. Ended up getting hired by Sony. They had a plant where they made big screen tv;s. Only thing is I was not going to start for another month. .But I would be making good money.
I told her . . Look. I need to pay off that apartment, that truck, and my credit card that I maxed out. . Plus I want to give my parents some money as soon as I can. . They are losing out giving us this house for free. She said she understood but she didn't.
Meanwhile. . .Her youngest daughter says to me one day that Steven called her. .I am like who is Steven? She said her brother.
This chick had ANOTHER KID!!!
When I asked her she said yeah her son Steven. . . . . . I was heated. . HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU HAVE?? She said 4. .
He lives with his dad in FLA. I was just numb at this point. What the fukk have I got myself into. Meanwhile she is still acting bytchy cause we cannot go out and get beers and shyt. I am at my wits end. . Come home and the house is not clean. Just dumb shyt.
Come home from work and she tells me that her daughter ( 12 year old ) got in some trouble back in Jax . She had to go home real fast. . I say ok. . But look. . I got enough money to send you one way on greyhound. .I will have the money for your ticket back home next week when I get paid. So when you get down there give me the number where your going to be at and I when your ready to come back. I will buy the ticket. Her girls were staying with me and my parents and grandparents will watch them while I am at work.
I never laid eyes on her again until last year.