I've been sober since 2015. The years 2013 and 2014 were really rough periods in my life, so when I stopped drinking, I kind of hilariously looked at it like that scene in Forrest Gump where he goes running and ends up on cross country sprint. I stopped drinking and made it to a day. And then I got to a week. Then I got to a month. Then 3 months. Then half of the year had gone and I figured, "Well, I've made it this far, I might as well get to the rest of the year." I don't judge people who fall off the wagon because we all have our person faults. Just get back on the saddle and keep going. Whenever my brain goes wondering, my stomach kicks in and says, "No...no more, please. I can't handle that Vodka anymore." I will say that I've thought about relapsing a lot this horrible year, but as I said earlier, we're in November now, so why not try to make to the end of the year?