#9714
I want to sleep with my ex. Only problem is, he's married. We dated for around 10 months and that was the happiest I've ever been in my life. Have never felt such a connection with someone in and out of the bed that deep and intense before, but I found out through a mutual friend (on my birthday, mind you) that he was getting married two weeks from the date. I haven't talked to him in around a year & a half, but lately, we've been communicating. He wants to meet up this weekend. He's mentioned to me through our recent conversations that he still loves me and thinks about the what ifs everyday. He's even admitted to being selfish enough to still want me. He says he wants to sleep with me, but knows that it wouldn't be healthy because it will take him back to a place and he would want to be with all of the time and would not care about not being able to hide me from his wife and he doesn't want to do that to his family. I know I'm probably just an escape for him and although I want to, I cannot sleep with him. But I do want to see him so that I can finally face him after all of this time. He apologized, but I want a face to face apology. I want to see the expression on his face while saying it. I want to know that I can look at him and he not give me that effect he used to. I still fantasize about him, but I'm not sure if it's because I still love him that much, or if I'm just in love with the memory of him. Only seeing him will tell. I pray I keep my panties on this weekend & just for added measure, I might ask him to hold hands with me and pray that we both stay clear of temptation right before hugging him
#9720
I lost track of my body count a loooong time ago.
It's around or greater than one hundred. That's all I know. Started fukking when I was 13.
#9721
I regret marrying my husband just to have "beautiful kids" and to prove to others interracial relationships are the new norm. 14 years later, I have gorgeous kids with 0 intellect...well, my youngest has potential. To this day, I still think about what could have been with my first love Kevin. Ran into his sister at Target on Valentine's Day...of all days...at Target, she showed me pics of him and his family vacationing in Tobago. DAMN!
#9743
I confess I wanted to text you about your wonderful dikk, but I don't want to make you feel like a sexual object for my pleasure only. I really like you. The thought of your pipe game had me masturbating this morning, coming all over myself. If you stick around long enough to see where this goes and gain my trust, I have so much more to show you in bed. If you're a good boy, I'll swallow
#9862
The person I fantasize about nightly is locked up and never getting out. If he was free, he probably wouldn't give me the time of day.
Also, in my fantasies, I am someone else. Someone beautiful w/ a perfect body. It's not that I feel I am ugly, but I'm no ten. But then again, most people aren't. It's such a stupid thing to care about. But I figured if I looked perfect, someone would fall in love with me (someone that I actually want back).