But as soon as your an adult in this era you have the freedom in america to do as you please, (not so much in many others) if you wanna start looking up definitions and black historical indigenous literature (non-english)...no one is stopping you. Learn your clicks an clocks, and hand gestures, then go around and perpetuate an compose your history with those who want to, thats the thing about america in this era, you have certain rights. If you feel you dont, you can always go to the Philippines where they would butcher your ass right in front of the police, the police might even jump in on the act, go to third world countries and see if anyone gives a shyt where a definition of a word comes from, majority of all white languages have a basis, latin, they all borrow from them, never heard of a African root language that is used as much of black culture out of Africa still used today.
Again, if you think every thing is taylor made to the white mans power in america, maybe another countrie would be your best bet. This is america, the greatest and most powerful country on the planet, the united states of different cultures, no country or civilization has a white angel history, every one of man kind has waged war against the other. Either get with it, or get else where. United states isnt black and white, its yellow, brown, grey, black, white and a shyt load of other colors.
Its best to learn world history instead of just black or just white history.