I already stated in another thread that the reinforcement of the value of black people's life, my life being worth nothing is a disappointment. It's not so much a disappointment as it just hurts.
I'm fukked up for real. I learned nothin new. I didn't feel I was emotionally attached but I just hopped in my car and drove around. Stopped and copped some newports and I don't even smoke.
I broke down, tears streamed down my face for the first time in years. I've gotten more comfort from stepping on pieces of broken glass than I'm supposed to feel from the ethical and moral intention of the American justice system.
I didn't know what I cared so much about regarding this case. I don't think it's the case itself as much as it is that parents have to bury their kid and don't get an apology or any empathy. I'm not saying zimmerman should have gotten the death penalty or extensive jail time but damn. If I get killed tomorrow would they even open a case? If I went missing would they even look? Maybe it's not their responsibility maybe it's my family and friends...i dont know yall. I don't even know
I'm fukked up for real. I learned nothin new. I didn't feel I was emotionally attached but I just hopped in my car and drove around. Stopped and copped some newports and I don't even smoke.
I broke down, tears streamed down my face for the first time in years. I've gotten more comfort from stepping on pieces of broken glass than I'm supposed to feel from the ethical and moral intention of the American justice system.
I didn't know what I cared so much about regarding this case. I don't think it's the case itself as much as it is that parents have to bury their kid and don't get an apology or any empathy. I'm not saying zimmerman should have gotten the death penalty or extensive jail time but damn. If I get killed tomorrow would they even open a case? If I went missing would they even look? Maybe it's not their responsibility maybe it's my family and friends...i dont know yall. I don't even know