I need to come in here b/c this story is really fukking me up.
I avoided this when it first came out....and now is popping up everywhere b/c of the sentencing....
I fukked up and watched a news update
I heard the baby crying from the neighbors camera and is replaying in my head to the point that I become physically weak...like a panic attack ...I am depressed, sad, I feel hopelessness for this child or any child that has been through this....I can't even comprehend how a human makes a determination to do something like this when there are so many options available.
the of Jailyn starving, eating her feces, crying for help, thirsting, longing for mommy or anyone...for her to die cold, hungry, alone...
I think about ways that I could've helped her...
If you have a child, you know how important you are to that child, you are their survival and no matter what you are their joy.
I can't stop thinking about this...I dont know that family and I am heartbroken
as a mom...feeding your child is like the need to breath, seeing your child, is like all is well in the world. how could she do this? how the women around her allyher to do this?
Please not the babies
thanks for letting me vent...I am hoping by doing this my mental state goes back to normal...because this is eating me up...Ive read a lot of fukked up stories about kids before...I need to figure out why I am having this effect to this particular story.
