This shyt still has the whole world in shock. The sadness of it still hasn't gotten any better for me. It still doesn't even seem real. We watched dude grow up from a teenage basketball sensation into an oscar winning family man. And it still seemed like he was just getting started. For it to go down like that. On his way to coach his daughters basketball game....Just trying to be a great dad and a great role model. I just can't stop stop thinking about it. It's literally on my mind 24 hours a day. Even when I sleep I feel like.
I was watching the knuckleheads podcast and Kobe was saying he had a 6 year plan for his girls team and they were just in year 2. Dude was so committed to that team. And you already know he woulda got them to be one of the best teams in the nation. The shyt is just heartbreaking. And the pain we're feeling ain't shyt compared to what his family is going through.
My mind just keeps going to dark places. Like why does it seem like all the good people who can really make a change keep getting taken out?.....looking at the news and I see a killer virus spreading like wildfire....then I check the sports section and I see d wade parading around his tranny son like a badge of honor. They really got my dude playing for the other team now
......feels like to make it to that level you gotta sell your soul in one way or another. And if you don't play by the rules it ain't gonna be good for you.
But they want us to get discouraged. They want us to say fukk it and join in with all the bullshyt. They want us feeling hopeless. Right now it's more important than ever to stay on point. Don't let that dark energy take you off your path. Stay positive and meditate. Be humble but never weak. I'm really gonna try to stop bumping all this negative trap shyt too. It's a reason they push that bullshyt on us. Nothing but killing and drug using. It serves absolutely no benefit to us. shyt is toxic for the mind. You might be in a bad mood and not even know why. And it could be the music you listening to. The junk food you putting in your body. The television shows you watching. I'm tryin to get rid of all the negative shyt. It's up to people like us to keep pushing forward. Keep your mind strong brehs.