I'm goin thru my shyt right now, my shyt gets suicidal type bad

. shyt ALWAYS starts in October, there is no known triggers and tgem bytches last for hours. I be wanting to knock my self out that shyt hurts so damn bad.
I have a very high tolerance to pain, but there is nothing like when a nikka brain is in pain. Behind a nikka eyes, temple, and neck is just

. Always on my left side. My shyt always just stop around the end of NOV though

. Doctors and scientists have no idea about anything involving seasonal migraines. nikkas done offed themselves for that shyt smh